Transcending suffering

 Ra: do you have a message for me?

I have not channeled you in days.

An interesting development on Friday.

I could feel your energy very strongly.

Instead of channeling you for a message.

I found myself being asked to do readings.

Readings from Jesus and Mary.

And a channeled message from Archangel Michael.

I did, I felt Jesus' energy when I pulled a card.

What I did not expect was experiencing Mary's energy,

then Archangel Michael's.

I had become like a conduit.

It left me a bit out of it, like one zone out.

You told me I am a natural channeler.

It seems so.

So what message do you have for me today?

These trials of sicknesses are a testament to you.

To your progress on your spiritual path.

They affirmed to you what we had told you,

That you have arrived.

You are a spiritual being, living more from your spirit self,

than from your physical self.

Your ego had been neutralized through training of your own effort,

where you chose to live in some kind of obscurity.

It has paid off. You are content with less than more.

You have no problem moving aside so others can shine,

if it means they bring joy to others on your channel.

You do not experience the need to be all,

To have it all, to excel above all.

In fact, that makes no sense to you.

You are happy within your own being.

Whatever or whoever brings happiness to others.

You rejoice and revel in it.

You are a pure clean soul.

Granted, you are by no means perfect.

We had told you, you will reach enlightenment

insofar as it is possible on planet earth.

You have that joy, that bliss that takes over in dark moments.

You do recognize that to be a grace.

Something coming on you, like a blanket,

wrapping you in its folds, protecting you,

cushioning you from otherwise, what would have been a hard fall.

Why do spirits, Universe do that?

We do not want things to become too hard for you.

By that means you know you are held aloft.

That you are not alone.

And we are always with you,

It was literally that, being held aloft.

Like Aladdin on the magic carpet.

You sensed that it was not natural.

It did not come from you.

It was like your spirit team places you on this magic carpet.

You are placed on it, held aloft.

Where, even if you want to, you were not able to.

You watched everything from this vantage point.

You knew it was happening to you,

The stroke of your left eye and mass in your lungs,

But the entire thing felt unreal and you divorced from it.

You would wonder why spirit, Universe would do that.

It negates suffering.

Because of it, you did not suffer.

Why do you think suffering is such a blessing?

A part of you actually felt like you were cheated from it.

You equate suffering with the dark night of the soul.

And the dark night of the soul brings you to union with God.

And deeper union with God.

As a result, you do not understand why spirit, Universe

would alleviate what could have been suffering for you.

Your mind wondered about it.

Your mind pondered on it.

Not that you were not grateful for it.

You were and are very grateful.

It is a state of spirituality you have arrived at.

See spirituality like a journey.

See yourself in a boat travelling on the waters of spirituality.

As you traveled along.

Things looked relatively easy,

You enjoyed the view.

However, you know to go deeper in,

it would be a lot harder.

But when you do that, you will reach the heart of the forest.

The primitive primary forest untouched by men,

And you wanted to do it.

And so you ventured into the rough terrain.

It was hard, you plodded on, you struggled on, against all odds.

But determined to reach it, pushed by the fire of love, desire burning in you.

You want to attain it, God, union with God.

You would travel any terrain however rough to attain it.

And then you did.

You stood there and you marveled at it.

It was sheer paradise.

You stood at the brim of it and behold.

All the lights that comprise the planets.

Planets of lights.

What do you think everything in the universe is made of?

Light.

You found you are able to astral travel,

Deep within yourself.

Far out into the Universe, into space.

Visiting any planets your spirit conceived of.

You have arrived at this bliss we told you about months ago.,

That on the other side of transition, you will experience bliss.

Having arrived, you reach reality.

You operate more from your spirit.

Things material and of the physical world,

you are able to view with  detachment.

You understood why sages, saints hold the physical reality as an illusion.

They are like illusion to you.

What is read to you, is this reality of the spirit you.

The real you. The eternal you.

You have arrived.

and because you have arrived,

You soared above the physical realm and everything

That happen to you on the physical realm

You felt it as though the spirit, universe was doing it for you.

You did it for yourself, having arrived at that realm.

That is the culmination of all your efforts and dedication to God,

to spirituality, to your goal at reaching union with God.

It is a state of your being.

Sure, you will come down from that perch and suffer like anyone else.

But you are aware that higher vantage point is where you will operate from.

More than from this physical material being which is suffering.

Why do you think Buddhists talk about transcending suffering?

Now you understand what it is, how it is to transcend suffering.

Talking to Ra

 Get serious and focus.

Do not waste your energies on this thought or that thought.

Thoughts frivolous and not important.

Thoughts concerned with your ego.

The more removed you are from your ego,

the more effective a vessel you are.

These thoughts and considerations mar your efforts.

It is like tarnishing the mirror of your soul.

And then you are not able to see so clearly.

Not able to deliver messages so clearly.

What are those thoughts?

You wonder why few are attending your lives.

Why few people reading your words.

You tell yourself it does not matter.

At the same time, it does matter to you.

You wonder what you are doing not right.

If you should be doing what you are doing.

And so forth.

Stay at peace, be at peace.

You have peace deep in the depths of your soul.

Treasure that, and nurture that.

You are a force to contend with,

We have told you that.

At the moment, the energies in your head unnerved you.

You wonder what it is.

It is obviously not due to physical causes or you would be sick.

Sit back, relax and study it.

Do not do anything, just watch and study it.

When you do not fight it, it eases.

Against this backdrop, what do you see?

You see us as we were when we were in fifth density.

And have bodies.

This feeling in your head is how you go into a trance state.

It holds your mental faculties in a dark vise.

Empty of thoughts and everything.

Enabling us to come in and speak through you.

as you requested us to.

When you experience that feeling.

Just let go, let us in and channel us.

Do you believe the God in you?

 That was the question put to me as I prayed for healing.

I said yes, I do believe the God in me.

I knew then, the fact I believe the God in me,

that will heal me.

The question is more than the usual,

of knowing God is in us.

It was explicit, that we are part and fragments of God.

There is a difference.

My old belief system was that God created me.

Like a woodsman his craft.

Creating me outside of himself, apart from himself.

I have since learned and believed,

God created me from his Being.

This makes me a part of him, one with him.

And not separated from him.

And this was the question put to me.

Do you believe the God in you.

The divine spark in me, the Divine in me.

I have no idea why that question 

was imperative for my healing.

It was and I was healed.

Valley fever, body under attack and a dog's tale

 Two tablets, 200 mg each and I feel so much better.

The assault on my body by valley fever happened on Tuesday.

Increasingly, my body had been feeling off.

Head bursting, heart pounding at my chest,

my usually normal blood pressure shooting up,

to where the machine was not able to read it.

I felt, literally, a body under attack.

It was as though some foreign entity had taken hold of it.

Pushing my body into a state of emergency.

I pushed for fluconazole.

I used the example of my former client's dog, Berlina.

Berlina was a schnauzer, one of the best looking schnauzers I ever saw.

She had a bout of pancreatitis, blinding the vets to her real situation.

Three vets, several visits, treatments, nothing worked.

She became sicker and sicker, reduced to skin and bones.

At the end, she was not able to eat.

They tried a feeding tube, and she pulled it out.

That weekend, I was not at work but I received a message.

I conveyed it to the client, "change vet or she is going to die."

My client did, the vet suspected Valley fever on the spot.

Blood tests revealed it was valley fever.

With anti-fungal medication, Berlina recovered almost instantly.

That was when we bonded.

I would go to work in the morning.

And she would come to me, and let me hold her.

She was like a sick child.

When it was time for me to retire, I stretched it for months.

After I retired, I visited her twice a week, bringing her to my house,

until her daughter had a baby and did not want me there with my dogs.

Having my own dogs two years later did change the scenario.

Whatever it is that prompted the doctor to heed my request,

for immediate treatment, I am grateful.

Now with seven days treatment and power of inner healing,

I will beat this.

Power of prayer, power of breath to heal

 I had been feeling my infection recurring.

It would make it the third pneumonia.

Mid afternoon, my body went into a state of stress.

My head felt like bursting, my heart pounded.

My blood pressure went through the roof.

Overall I felt a body in distress.

My pulmonologist wants to wait till the biopsy's result is out to treat me.

Though a blood test had shown me positive for valley fever.

It reached a peak and I called the office.

The on-call doctor was not sympathetic and cut me off fast.

My last resort is my usual, meditation.

I breathed in the white light and felt it bathing my entire body.

I continued doing it and slowly my body responded and calmed down.

Reiki, my mind called out. I did reiki self healing.

It worked. My body regained control.

It was like a whole horse going erratic.

I just knew something was off with my body.

I do not want that to happen again.

It might trigger autoimmune sickness.

I am going to maintain control of it.

How do I do it?

By maintaining spiritual control.

By staying focused and recollected in mindfulness.

Yesterday, working on calming my body down.

I asked myself, do you believe the God in you?

My answer was, and is, I do.

Then heal yourself. You are able to do it.

You keep saying, you are on the path to Oneness.

We told you several times, you have arrived.

And you have arrived.

When you believe that, only then are you able to amass,

the spirit within you, the power within you.

To heal and do good to others.

When you do not believe you have the power to heal,

that ability, that power lies dormant in you.

Did you not, through healing meditation,

cleared your lungs to such an extent,

the doctor called off the second procedure?

You cleared off a 5 mm and 3 mm nodule,

and arrested growth of the 24 mm nodule.

You cleared your lungs of other things till it is cleared.

Now, it only needs to rest and recover.

Do not think of the Valley Fever's fungi as enemy,

ready to attack and wreak havoc on your body.

When you do that, you give it power

to wreak havoc and attack your body.

No, treat it like a friend and talk to it.

Tell it that it is one with all that is.

That its nature is to cause havoc on its hosts.

And please do not do it and go away.

When you do that, you are telling your body,

not to fight the enemy but live with the enemy.

Till your body's natural resources repel it.

When you fight, your body goes into disarray.

Have we not taught you how to move with your body?

How to flow with your body in healing.

How to accept the process, move, flow with it,

instead of fighting it?

Breathe, breathe, breath is healing, breath is power.

Meditate, calm the mind and body down.

Once the body is calm, its defense is stronger.

It can help fight the body's diseases better.

Why do you think some cancer patients fared better than others?

They train the cells of their body to fight,

like a well organized army and not in disarray.

When you are organized and focus,

you are able to direct healing energies to those parts that need it.

That is power and that is strength.

Do that.

Filling oneself with God

 Fill your soul with good food.

Not with gossips of the royals or political news.

These do nothing to nourish your soul.

You soul is like your body.

It needs good nourishment.

Fill it with spiritual readings of good unction.

Fill it with thoughts and aspiration for God.

When you fill it with God.

You will feel that satiety within.

You will feel that bliss, and quietness of peace within.

Go into your inner silence.

There, be with God, sit with God.

Replenish yourself with God.

Fill yourself with God.