I had been feeling my infection recurring.
It would make it the third pneumonia.
Mid afternoon, my body went into a state of stress.
My head felt like bursting, my heart pounded.
My blood pressure went through the roof.
Overall I felt a body in distress.
My pulmonologist wants to wait till the biopsy's result is out to treat me.
Though a blood test had shown me positive for valley fever.
It reached a peak and I called the office.
The on-call doctor was not sympathetic and cut me off fast.
My last resort is my usual, meditation.
I breathed in the white light and felt it bathing my entire body.
I continued doing it and slowly my body responded and calmed down.
Reiki, my mind called out. I did reiki self healing.
It worked. My body regained control.
It was like a whole horse going erratic.
I just knew something was off with my body.
I do not want that to happen again.
It might trigger autoimmune sickness.
I am going to maintain control of it.
How do I do it?
By maintaining spiritual control.
By staying focused and recollected in mindfulness.
Yesterday, working on calming my body down.
I asked myself, do you believe the God in you?
My answer was, and is, I do.
Then heal yourself. You are able to do it.
You keep saying, you are on the path to Oneness.
We told you several times, you have arrived.
And you have arrived.
When you believe that, only then are you able to amass,
the spirit within you, the power within you.
To heal and do good to others.
When you do not believe you have the power to heal,
that ability, that power lies dormant in you.
Did you not, through healing meditation,
cleared your lungs to such an extent,
the doctor called off the second procedure?
You cleared off a 5 mm and 3 mm nodule,
and arrested growth of the 24 mm nodule.
You cleared your lungs of other things till it is cleared.
Now, it only needs to rest and recover.
Do not think of the Valley Fever's fungi as enemy,
ready to attack and wreak havoc on your body.
When you do that, you give it power
to wreak havoc and attack your body.
No, treat it like a friend and talk to it.
Tell it that it is one with all that is.
That its nature is to cause havoc on its hosts.
And please do not do it and go away.
When you do that, you are telling your body,
not to fight the enemy but live with the enemy.
Till your body's natural resources repel it.
When you fight, your body goes into disarray.
Have we not taught you how to move with your body?
How to flow with your body in healing.
How to accept the process, move, flow with it,
instead of fighting it?
Breathe, breathe, breath is healing, breath is power.
Meditate, calm the mind and body down.
Once the body is calm, its defense is stronger.
It can help fight the body's diseases better.
Why do you think some cancer patients fared better than others?
They train the cells of their body to fight,
like a well organized army and not in disarray.
When you are organized and focus,
you are able to direct healing energies to those parts that need it.
That is power and that is strength.
Do that.
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