Smile and Detached

 I look at the number of people watching my videos.

Just a few.

Those who attend my Lives.

Just a few.

I told the Universe, is that not a message to me to stop doing it?

I am doing the same old thing, not re creating, re inventing.

And then I find myself smiling.

Does it matter? No.

I trained myself to detach from my youtube channel.

And stop watching the subscribers count and did.

Now I will stop checking how many watch my channeled videos.

I will concentrate, focus on God.

I have arrived at self realization.

I know what it is to experience God, the God Self.

To operate from God, from the God Self, from my Divine self.

I am getting deeper into trance channeling.

I am moving deeper into trance meditation, samadhi.

I will concentrate on God, and grow.

Everything else is secondary.

Watch me grow in leaps and bounds.

The last line from my spirit team.

I will, with Yogananda's help.

Grow deeper and deeper into God.