My road ahead

 Ever since the channeling by the Blue Avians.

I am able to look ahead and see my path ahead.

I am able to see myself finishing my purpose in life,

And moving on, to the other side.

For I am a highly evolved soul.

On the other side, I come from eighth density.

That much Ra told me.

I did not totally believe in it.

Till now, when the Blue Avians of eighth octave or density,

came back into my sphere.

They are of eight density.

They told me I was one of them.

It makes sense it is possible I am eighth density on the other side.

Whether I am or not is immaterial.

I am aware I am a highly evolved soul.

There is for example, the way I always operate alone.

Guided by that within me.

The way I never follow the common path,

But walk my own way to God.

My spirit knows my path, my destiny,

even if my conscious self do not.

My conscious self knows only,

there is a certain spirit in me.

I have seen it emerge.

I have seen it operating and it quite remarkable.

There was the time 

when I was training to be certified nursing assistant.

And found the course very hard.

One day, I literally saw the spirit moving up through me,

imbuing me with courage and power.

It changed me instantly.

It transformed me from lacking confidence to one,

powered by a sense of great confidence.

Confidence that I will succeed and prevailed.

And I did.

It is this spirit, spiritual persons sense on meeting me.

There was Archbishop Fernandez who suggested I should keep a diary.

To Fr. Chris Corbally, who accepted me as spiritual directee,

because as he told me, I have an especial spirit.

Blue Avians, what more do you have to tell me?

You notice the way you readily go into trance state.

You are going in deeper and deeper.

Beware, be careful of those who are your friends.

When they behold that, envy, jealousy easily enters.

Once jealousy enters, they are no longer your friends.

Jealousy destroys and lethal for any friendships.

We want you to be aware.

We do not want you to be guileless like sheep.

But wise like wolves and cunning like serpents.

We want you to be pure as doves,

but that does not mean you have to be guileless.

The two are totally different.

We want you to be aware and wary.

And trust that which burns in your heart.

You can trust your heart to be true,

for it is divine.

The perceptions, intuitions you received from your heart,

They are all accurate.

The assent to truths you perceive in your heart,

that is accurate.

Not so your thinking mind which is finite,

and which can be ruled and influenced by outside sources.

Some of which might be suspect or not true or good for you.