Source channeling

Yesterday, I was trying to engage in verses automatic writing,

when I found myself pulled into a nice place.

As I sat in increasingly trance state, enjoying this presence,

I found Source coming through.

It is still hard for me to believe I am channeling Source.

I believe I am channeling Source through my higher self.

Hence the non nonsense tone of voice.

The first time I had my higher self channeled,

and encountered this cold emotionless being,

devoid of sympathy for me, telling me again and again,

I am trying to control things.

It turned me off so much, I did not like my higher self.

And for a long time would not have anything to do with her.

Recently, because of the self inquiry by Ramana Maharshi,

I connect with my higher self daily, realizing she is my Godself or Spiritself.

As I sat there, I felt a strong energy taking me over.

And then Source spoke through me.

I know it is Source because of the quality of the voice.

It is sure, strong, and speak with authority.

It is effortless channeling also.

His spirit simply barges through and started speaking.

I have always wanted full trance channeling,

where the entity speaks through me.

Yesterday, I realized it has happened,

Source speaking through me in deep trance state.