Babaji and snake

Babaji, a few nights ago, I saw a snake in my dream.

I marveled at the fact I dare look at it.

In real life, I do not like to look at even pictures of snake.

The snake was big, long and fat, yellow in color.

It looked at me then tried to engage me,

widening his mouth into a smile, making motion with it,

like trying to engage me, to talk to me.

I knew it was not an ordinary snake.

And wondered what the message was.

Last night, I read, Conversation with Mahavatar Babajji, Pallavi.

And learn he could be snake, Vasuki, serpent king closely connected to Shiva.

I had asked Babaji to come in a dream to me.

I asked Babaji why snake, you know I do not like snake.

His answer was, you were not afraid, were you?

He is right, I was not afraid.

Babaji, was that you visiting me as a snake in my dream?

Who else could it be?

What else could it be?

You remember the snake vividly.

You are still able to capture it in your memory.

Etched in your memory.

How else could it be than me?

You pray to me, yet you do not really believe.

Is he real, you asked?

It sounds more like a fable, a make believe than real.

When you believe I am real hundred percent, you will see me.

However, do not expect to see a young handsome man of Indian lineage.

I can appear to you in any form or shape.

Even as a roaring tiger, if they are such in your vicinity.

Oh please, Babaji, not a snake.

You do not have to fear.

Even if I do appear as a snake.

As in the dream, you would not be afraid.

You doubt also if anyone can really channel me.

You are channeling me.

Tell you something to prove I am Babaji?

As above, so below.

As you take flight above, your soul nicely rapt to other zone,

remember to stay grounded.

Why, you ask, for you do prefer to live, head lost in the clouds.

Your parents named you well, Xian Yun, facing clouds.

You are on planet earth.

It is a matter of being practical.

It keeps you centered and when you are centered,

you are in truth and when you are in truth, you are humble.

Do you not find it tiring, operating,

with your head almost always rapt off?

Learn how to operate with an on off switch.

When you attend to things, turn off that energy stream from us.

You cannot expect us to do it for you.

It is for you to do it yourself.

When our energy gets too strong for you,

tell us to back off.

It is fine, you would not lose us.

We are always around you.

And you will not lose any of us doing that.

Yes, you do have that, spiritual gluttony.

You want too much of us and do not want to lose any of us.

By any, we refer to whenever you experience our energies or presences.

You rather endure the physical effects of our presences 

than tell us to ease off, even when it is better for your physical being.

Until your physical self grows higher in vibration,

merged more easily with our energies.

You do feel the jarring effect of our presences.

And it is jarring, the nerve endings of your head, pulling, twitching.

Your head vibrating with the pressure of our energy.

It is discomfiting but such is your desire of us,

you never tell any of us to ease off a bit.

Create your on off switch.

You will find it works even better with an on off switch.

Than always to be on with us.