Kick by Universe

You would think I have learned it by now, I have not.

When I am not going deep into meditation,

it means I am being distracted by what I am doing.

And Universe would deliver me a kick to get back on track.

The last time it happened, it was so painful.

But the result was amazing.

I complained to the Universe I do not like that form of suffering.

Universe asked me, "Do you get to choose your suffering?"

I do not and accepted it.

I got careless and now I got hit with the same whack.

Again I told the Universe, I do not like this kind of suffering.

And remember their responses the last time I asked.

The same is happening.

I am being drawn deep into my soul.

I am aware this is a period of grace.

And I will go in deeper still.