Staying in bliss

Unlike Indian mystics like Ramana Maharshi 

who were entrenched in bliss and obviously entrenched in God.

Mine is less secure.

I am still easily stirred or upset.

Hence I have to work to retain, maintain it.

How do I do it?

It is maintaining a peaceful state of being.

Being aware and conscious.

When I notice my inner peace and bliss are disturbed.

I look within myself and clear the disturbance.

Be it negative or positive.

For instance, yesterday, Aley, a youtuber, made me a special guest.

I hopped on her livestream for a few minutes.

After it was over, I was happy and could feel I was not centered.

That I like the feeling of being special too much.

It disturbed the equilibrium of detachment.

I brought my being back to center by detaching.

Detaching, one would say is key to maintaining,

that inner peace, harmoney, equilibrium.

I am seeing Ramana Maharshi with that air of detachment.

Disengagement from everything.

He saw to everything in daily living but remained detached, out of it.

That for you is a real mystic, lost, engrossed in the ALL.

The ALL so big, so encompassing, it took him over at age 16.

And did not leave him till he passed on to the other side.

That is why I love those earlier Indian Mystics.

Not so much modern gurus, especially those caught up in materialism.

But those of the early nineteenth century, they were so genuine.

Recently, I found myself drawn to Babaji.

A few days ago, I had sand in my right eye.

It stayed the entire day, hiding and then surfacing.

I tried to rinse it out, it was still there.

I asked Babaji and mid morning, realized it was gone.

Vision of my left eye, with retinal vein occlusion or stroke of the eye,

would improved greatly after the treatment of injection, 

only to slowly deteriorate after two weeks.

It came to me to ask Babaji to help heal it.

It is better now, close to a month after the treatment.