It was after breakfast.
I was in my cell, putting up the mosquito net when I saw my heart.
It was all white except for a blotch of black.
However, the black patch was floating, and not embedded.
At that same moment, I was given to understand that the black patch was jealousy which will be easily removed.
After that vision, I did not suffer from jealousy again, even when newcomers entered.
We had three new entries after Sister Helen.
Of visions or locutions, St. John of the Cross wrote that, we remember exactly when, how and where we were when these happened.
He wrote that the spiritual man is able to see the hidden things of God.
I was beginning to see and sense things, not seen but hidden.
I had noticed whenever the turn bell rang, from corresponding feeling inside,
I would know if the bell was for me and I was invariably right.
Often, it would be my sister Mary coming to visit me.
I soon developed another psychic gift, sensing yes or no.
I would silence my mind and ask a question.
If I go deep within myself then the answer is affirmative yes.
If my energies disperse then it is a no.
First, it was a retreat priest, I just knew he would be delayed, he was.
I used the same method and received the answer, no, the father general was not coming to visit us from Rome.
The mothers told me they hoped I was wrong,
We had prepared so hard for it.
Something cropped up and he cancelled his visit.
I did not have psychic gifts from small, the way many of the psychics do.
Mine came about from entering deeper into meditation, and contemplation.
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