Once I decided on channeling, I went into it full force.
I did not sign up for any training courses.
As a matter of fact, the thought never occurred to me.
For me the matter was rather simple.
I will till the soil, get the ground ready through meditation.
And when I am ready, the Collective will speak through me.
I applied myself to it.
For the next year and half, I engaged in three hours of meditation daily.
First hour at four in the morning, second hour at eleven followed by four in the afternoon.
I stayed with that routine, day after day.
At every monthly channeled session, I would ask the Collective why it was not happening.
First, I had to clear the blocks, the self doubts, my self sabotaging ways.
The blocks removed, I was still not channeling.
After six months, the Collective told me nothing was stopping me from channeling.
I was the one stemming the flow of channeling.
And that channeling is not this big thing I imagine it to be.
It is actually something rather simple and commonplace.
Try as I did, I could not get rid of the notion,
Once the ground was right, the collective would speak through me,
the way it did for Suzanne Giesemann.
She gathered with her friends in a circle, when a voice told her, "speak."
And a man's voice spoke through her.
I kept waiting for that voice and it never happened.
After one and half years, one day at meditation,
I found myself speaking in my own Chinese Foochow dialect.
That was a first, the Collective affirmed I was channeling them.
Second time, I started with a normal voice when my voice became very deep.
The Collective told me that I started off with channeling them
when Emmanuel, an aspect of Jesus took over.
As I write this, it came to me again, it might have been easier had I signed up for a course.
But as with most things in my spiritual life.
I go at it and spirit teaches me as I move along.
What helped me with channeling was the fact,
A year before I embarked on channeling, I had entered into trance meditation.
The latter helps me immensely with my channeling.
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