Immensity of God

My soul is wrapped almost always in darkness.

Dark because the Infinite Creator is darkness to the mind.

In this darkness and void, I look at my God.

And ask, what is there I need to know?

I love this darkness and void.

It is so peaceful and I am one with the Infinite Creator.

I close my eyes and I am one with him.

I look inside myself and I am one with him.

Verily, I live and move in with him.

Why ever not since he is in me.

This Divine Spark that is of God.

That is within me.

I love to just look at space.

The vast empty space and see that as the base, God.

Metaphysics and spirituality.

They merge and blend, showing us the essence of the Universe, God.

I love to look at the vastness of the universe within me and see God.

The ultimate truth, the ultimate reality.

God, the Infinite Creator is this immensity of consciousness

That encompasses everything.

He was a unit of itself that always was.

He has no beginning.

Mystics of all ages attest to that.

How could anything not have a beginning?

I will comprehend it when I am on the other side.

On this side, with a puny mind as human, I accept it as truth.

This unit, this one cell of Love becomes aware.

Becoming aware, he wants to experience himself.

And brought forth this creation of the universe, universes.

Some hold us to be a thought form of the Infinite Creator.

Or Love of the Creator, his Infinite Love creating us.

Whatever he is, he is this immense consciousness.

I can sit here, and look at him and be with him.

This immense nothingness of consciousness which is him.

I feel it, my soul at peace. my inner house at peace, void of everything.

As I lost myself in him, in his immensity of being.

He is not a person the way we perceive each other to be.

He cannot be contained.

He is huge, he is immense, he is Infinity.

Yet he knows us, he knows all of us by name, by form, by being.

For we come from him, we are of him.

Could a body forget a limb on his body or a cell on his body?

So also God knows us.

His immensity fills us, his loving kindness fills us.

Accompanying us in our daily life with that element we call providence of God.

Do we not experience it?

The Universe takes care of us at every turn, when we do stop to reflect and look.

And see the hand of God in our lives.

When hard knocks come to us, that too is from God, from the Universe.

Setting us on the right path, when we stray.

If we persist in straying, we have free will, he would wait.

And when the time is ripe, the knocks come across.

If we still do not listen, he waits. 

Universe is patient till one day, he lets us know.

This is it, no more second chances, change.

We receive the message and change.

That is how the Universe works with my soul.

Yes, that is what I have been doing.

Looking at God within, and in the immensity of the Universe and space.

But mostly looking at him, within the deep depths of my soul.