God, consciousness

 See God as the base, the consciousness from which we all came from.

When God is this energy, this immense consciousness.

What is he?

He is not what we like to imagine him to be.

A being like us.

No, he is energy, he is consciousness.

When I first learned that, did it remove him from me?

No, because when I first experience him, I experienced him as energy.

I knew he is energy.

How am I experiencing him these days?

It is akin to being plugged into an energy.

I would feel him strongly at my crown chakra.

A force that invades me, takes me over.

Lull me into trance states and keep me occupied with his energy.

Sometimes it is euphoric.

Sometimes it is just this intense feeling of being taken over by a force.

It clears my mind, everything within me.

And dropped me deep into a cistern of no depths or boundaries.

Into an immense space, void of substance and time.

One gets lost in this immensity.

No longer matter and body but pure consciousness.

One with the primordal Consciousness one comes from.