You are not of this earth

As I lay in meditation at around four this morning.

I heard the words, you do not have to fear anything, 

you are not of this earth.

As I reflected on those words, I found it so true.

We live so engaged on earth, it is as though this alone is our existence.

We were before we came on planet earth.

We will be after we leave planet earth.

We are eternal beings.

We have lived eons of years before, millions, billions?

This is but a short phase of our existence.

My spirit team, what do you have to tell me on this?

You are spirit beings.

Hence it behooves you to live as one.

And not be so totally caught up and immersed in this your life on planet earth.

You elected to come down to help humanity with its ascension to fourth density.

But when the earth groans and moans.

And humankind likely engaged in similar purging.

You forget all that and find yourself drawn to and immersed in all these travails and vicissitudes of life.

You forget the bigger picture of why you are on planet earth.

You lose sight of your life purpose to help earth ascent to fourth density.

Move yourself up a perch.

And view it with eyes that look beyond.

View all these upheavals as things that need to happen.

Do you think all these happen just like this?

No, it has been simmering, cooking under the surface, laying hidden.

Things that simmer under, suppressed under.

Unable to give voice and expression are more lethal,

Than those things that are able to give expression to.

For a foe in plain sight is less dangerous than those hidden.

So also human elements.

Emotions, gripes, grievances that simmer for a long time.

Unable to give expression would only build and build.

And one day, when it is allowed expression, it all bursts and comes pouring out.

That is what your present situation is.

View it as healthy that all these elements are coming to the fore.

For resolution cannot happen when things are not brought to the fore.

Hence see it as necessary, the rancour, discord, differences, enmity.

And soar above.

Recognize it as a purging process.

As the bible says, like harvesting of wheat.

The chaffs will be blown away and the wheat will remain.

See it as a process and trust the process.

Trust that the Universe will work itself out and take care of itself.

For your part, stay on your path.

And continue to shine your love and light.

Those are your most powerful weapons.

You do not need any other.

You come from light and love.

You will go back to the light and love of the Infinite Creator.

Developing Trance Channeling

As you know, I am developing my ability to trance channel.

Channelers today often choose to engage in conscious channeling. 

As has been explained to me, 

with conscious channeling,

the collective or entity does not enter into a person, 

the way it does with trance channeling.

Sterling psychic medium would tell you, it is not necessary

nowadays to go into trance channeling.

But, from the start, it is trance channeling I wanted to engage in.

Before I start, I like to make it clear,

I allow only a certain Collective to enter into me.

A Collective I have been channeling ever since I started channeling.

A Collective I know and trust.

It is my way of protecting myself.

Though I do engage in trance channeling now and again,

with Source, Jesus, Archangels or my spirit guide.

Recently, I reached a milestone.

Until then, I was able to sense the energy of the Collective with the upper reaches of my head.

Two weeks ago, I felt them entering into me.

It was the strangest feeling.

I actually saw them entering, like energy into a room which is me.

Since then, I look to channel them that way.

Yesterday, I wanted to experience that walk-in by them.

And nothing happened.

Half an hour later, I felt their energy and was still not able to channel.

Nothing came through.

I tried to help them by mouthing some words.

And felt empty inside, no presence within me.

I almost gave up three times but each time returned to my station.

I knew I was trying too hard, which often blocked the flow.

Finally, I felt them.

It is akin to feeling full. filled with their energy.

I found myself channeling on the topic, vessel of Divine Love.

At four that morning, that line came to me when I was in meditation.

I did not realize it came from them.

Or that, that line would be the topic of my channeling.

As I watched the channeled video back,

I thought why did they go into shadow work?

It would have been more lofty talking about Divine Love filling us.

I googled the term and realized why.

To arrive at being a vessel of Divine Love,

We do have to attain a certain level of spirituality.

Dedicated to God, filled with God.

A vessel freed from anger, hate or unforgiveness.

A vessel where the Love and Light of God, the Infinite Creator shines.

Message from the Collective from the One

You are going through a propitious time.

Now it is more important than ever to retain your identity.

To take a stand on what you believe in and are.

Do not be influenced or swayed by anything but the truth that burns in your heart.

You have a truth that burns in your heart.

It is the truth of what and who you are.

That is why it is very important to stay grounded and centered in your own truth.

That you may be as you are, as you are as a person.

And not be swayed by this or that person or group.

How do you know what is true and real for you?

By listening to your heart.

Take time, learn how to go into silence, into your inner silence and listen.

Learn how to listen to that inner voice that tells you

that something is right for you or that something is not right for you.

You know it by the feeling of assent or dissent.

When it is right for you, you know it by that feeling of inner peace,

a feeling of an inner yes.

This inner yes is different for all of you.

You have to learn to define what your inner eyes are.

For this channeler, her inner yes is going inward.

And her inner no is a feeling of energies dispersing.

You each have your own way of deciphering yes or no.

And it is very important during this time to remain true to yourself.

To your path on planet earth.

How you do that is always to choose to stay on the path of peace, love, harmony and unity.

Work toward that.

Anything that does not rebound to that, move away from it.

Choose only and always what brings you peace, love, unity and harmony.

That is the only criteria you need to base your life on.

Your true purpose, your one purpose on earth is a path that is of peace, love, harmony and unity.

And we add also, joy.

Effectiveness of praying with the heart

One morning I was praying for an intention.

When again, I was reminded to pray without stress.

I realized, again I was praying with stress, and anxiety.

As though by it, I could put pressure on God to hear my prayers.

Pressure exerted will not help me get my prayers answered.

If anything, they might even block the flow.

God is not a human being like us.

He hears us through vibration.

He feels our pulse, he knows our needs and requests.

Beyond the power of words.

Hence redundant words do not make prayers more effective.

The heart however does.

So pray with the heart.

Let go, ease your own efforts and move with the heart.

With that feeling in your heart, in the center of your being.

With that warm vibration within.

As I let go and pray with the heart.

I saw mentally a flame of light, like a flower, alive and flaming.

Free and clear of all elements.

In colors, white, yellow, and golden.

Even as I saw it, my mind did not register it at first.

When it did, I realized with awe, I was seeing a vision.

A vision of prayers that are heartfelt and effortless.

Prayers that are trusting, full of faith, hope and surrender.

Free from all elements of coercion.

Now whenever I pray,

I remind myself to pray with faith and trust.

Taken over by the Collective

This morning, I was in meditation when I felt an energy coming into me.

It was like a presence moving into my spirit form.

I saw it as energy entering with my mind's eye.

It was that, energy entering.

Envision an empty room, with a cloud of energy entering in.

It was that kind of clear experience.

I knew it to be big and was filled with awe.

I experience daily energy taking me over.

This however was different.

It was strong and powerful.

I did not experience it by sensing its energy 

the way I usually do with the upper reaches of my head. 

This energy entered, like a presence entering into me.

It took me over completely.

As I experienced it, the energy at my third eye chakra.

became a hard tight concentrated knob.

That is usually how I know I am entering into trance channeling.

What is that? I wondered.

The energy of the Collective I am channeling?

Or energy of source?

I  went into trance channeling and asked the collective I am channeling.

If that is their energy.

They told me yes, it is them.

They told me also,  that was how Carla Rueckert experienced Ra's energy,

entering into trance channeling.

When she channeled Ra, the book,  the Law of One.

The energy of the collective I channel was gentle and euphoric when I first started channeling them.

As I moved into trance channeling, their energy became very strong and concentrated.

Today, it went up a notch higher, in a different form.

I know as they come in stronger and stronger.

It will take me less time to enter into trance channeling.

Over time I will be able to hear them more readily also.

At the moment, while I am able to channel them.

I am not able to readily hear them at will.

Trance Channeling

I train myself to engage in trance channeling.

This means working to enter deeper and deeper into a trance state.

And when I enter in really deep, 

I entered into spirit state of being.

And that is when I have little desire to channel.

Because in the spirit state of being.

Words cease and there is only that space.

Empty and clear of everything.

And I just want to rest in that space, void of everything.

That is when I would tell the entity.

The floor is yours, you do the work. 

I would wait some more till the energy is even stronger.

Taking me over even more.

And I would feel them talking through me.

Today, it was different.

The Collective started with,

This is us, this is our presence.

I love it.

They went into the power of our being.

That what we are, what we do affects those far and wide.

That our energies reverberate far and wide.

The good we do, is felt far and wide.

Spinoza God

An entire day, I murmured, Spinoza God, and found it so beautiful.

How did I arrive at Spinoza God?

First, I strike free and walked my own path to God.

Walking it right out of the monastery I was in.

One day, I felt it, God in everything around me.

He is the God of the Universe, I exclaimed.

And called him that.

A few years after that, a friend casually remarked, we are all gods.

I knew he said it to rile us, staunched Catholics and ignored him.

However, that phrase stayed in my mind.

Then I learned about the book, Ra, the Law of One.

And understood why that friend said, we are all Gods.

However, it was still disappointing to learn,

God did not directly create us.

How could that be?

I always marvel at the wonderful creation of our bodies.

And thought only God could create something of that nature.

Even more disappointing it was to learn, God is not a personal God.

How could he not be a personal God?

I experience his Divine Providence in my life.

And know he takes care of me.

From there, I moved into Indian mystics.

And was drawn to the practice of self inquiry.

One day, I experienced it, my ego self dissolving.

My real self took over.

That, I learned is my eternal self, my divine self or godshelf.

I started delving into physicists, Marx Planx, Frederico Faggins etc.

Culminating in Baruch Spinoza.

Spinoza held it as God or Nature.

The two are the same. 

It is God or Nature.

Nature as in the entire Universe.

Hence God is Nature. Nature is God.

His God is not personal but this single Infinite ground

from which everything arises.

God

How do I reconcile this new perception of God?

Of God not as a personal God.

But this immensity that is the base, the ground.

Of all that is.

I turned that over in my mind.

I asked God about that.

God, Losing the perception of you as a personal God.

Does that not make me feel the loss of my God?

I asked him deep in the depths of my soul, my being.

And just now the answer came.

I look inside of me and I see God.

The same way I saw God when I believed God to be a personal God.

The experience is the same.

It is only the perception of God that differs.

I go about my daily chores and looking inside of me,

Similarly, my soul falls into a state or recollectedness.

Focusing on him.

However, there is one difference.

The richness of experience.

It is one thing having the mental notion of God being in heaven,

in space, far away, always far away even when I know he is in me.

Because I never moved away from that perception.

Combining it to my experience of him in me.

Coming to the realization God is in everything.

God is everything around me.

Makes God even more real. 

Even more tangible.

Breathe the air around you, that is God.

Look at an animal scampering across the road.

That is God.

Look at a man blustering and angry.

That too is God.

Everything is God.

We are all linked, interconnected in this immensity that is God.

His omnipotence, omniscience, his love, compassion encompasses us all.

We are one. One in this immense Oneness that is God.