God

How do I reconcile this new perception of God?

Of God not as a personal God.

But this immensity that is the base, the ground.

Of all that is.

I turned that over in my mind.

I asked God about that.

God, Losing the perception of you as a personal God.

Does that not make me feel the loss of my God?

I asked him deep in the depths of my soul, my being.

And just now the answer came.

I look inside of me and I see God.

The same way I saw God when I believed God to be a personal God.

The experience is the same.

It is only the perception of God that differs.

I go about my daily chores and looking inside of me,

Similarly, my soul falls into a state or recollectedness.

Focusing on him.

However, there is one difference.

The richness of experience.

It is one thing having the mental notion of God being in heaven,

in space, far away, always far away even when I know he is in me.

Because I never moved away from that perception.

Combining it to my experience of him in me.

Coming to the realization God is in everything.

God is everything around me.

Makes God even more real. 

Even more tangible.

Breathe the air around you, that is God.

Look at an animal scampering across the road.

That is God.

Look at a man blustering and angry.

That too is God.

Everything is God.

We are all linked, interconnected in this immensity that is God.

His omnipotence, omniscience, his love, compassion encompasses us all.

We are one. One in this immense Oneness that is God.