Looking back, I wondered why I suffered so terribly from it.
Threatened with action of legal matters.
But I did.
I suffered especially from fear.
Fear like talons gripping at my heart.
Squeezing all life out, steeping me in darkness thick.
In that dark period, I came across Indian Mystics.
And Ramana Maharshi.
I learned about his self-inquiry.
And the "real self" which I understood to be the "godself."
It opened a new world for me and fast tracked me on my spiritual path,
That was how I began my pursuit of the "One".
I watch videos after videos.
All saying the same thing, the Single Oneness.
The base, the Source from which we all came.
The Oneness which is the Divine Spark in us.
And find it so beautiful.
Today, when I ask, who am I?
I am calling in my real self.
After months of striving, the self-inquiry happened for me.
As I asked, who am I, who am I, who am I....
I watched my ego self dissolve.
And my real self emerged.
Taking me over.
It is so wondrous, this attainment.
Of the real self, the eternal self, the godself in us.
These days, as I looked back on that "suffering".
I count it a blessing and thank the Universe for it.
It effect in days what was taking me years,
Fast track me on my path to God, to the Oneness.
Indeed, suffering works like no other.
Suffering is a most effective teacher.
I would not ask for it but when it comes knocking.
I do accept it, knowing it is a shortcut to attaining to God, to the Oneness.
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