One day, I was in meditation, when I felt myself breathing a certain way.
It was the kind of breath one enters into falling asleep.
Following it, I found myself entering into deep space.
After that, I recognise it whenever that breathing comes upon me.
Yesterday, I was channeling Ra when I felt myself breathing that way,
and found myself transported into space.
I first had that experience at the monastery,
when I was around twenty years old.
I was in meditation when I found myself being transported.
to a wondrous magical land far far away in the heavens.
It was big, wide, spacious, with nothing nothing there but God and I.
It was simply beautiful, bright, and spacious.
I thought it was a haven God created for me,
to take shelter in when life becomes too hard.
Through the years now and again, I would get transported there.
Never at will, never at my own volition.
When I get transported, I know it.
It is being in a place I can only call heaven on earth.
Two days ago, I was struggling with going deeper into meditation
when I thought of this bliss and transportation.
And how long it has been a while since I experienced it.
And yesterday I experienced it,
while training myself to channel the Ra Collective.
It was so nice, as usual, I did not want it to end.
I just wanted to sit there and be lost in it.
And then Ra played a joke on me.
It was a deep enough trance channeling,
I knew it only when I played it back.
I had asked Ra to channel a lesson for us all.
Ra went into the sin of avarice, describing it,
And calling it a sin of spiritual gluttony.
They then went on to tell me they know I like and enjoy their energy.
That I never have enough of experiencing their energy.
They then told me to take care not to fall into spiritual gluttony.
And ended it with saying they were saying that with a little mischief.
and were trying to pull my leg.
It was so unexpected and funny,
I laughed and laughed watching its replay,
I did fall into sp[iritiual gluttony.
I decided since I had it, I would revel in it.
I spent two hours yesterday afternoon in meditation.
I experienced it but not as strongly.
Just now I experienced that breathing again.
And felt myself in that magical planet of white light.
It was so beautiful, soft, gentle and so magical.
It is one thing trying to astral travel in meditation.
Another when I get transported.
This is the ecstasy saints talk about,
the samadhi of Indian mystics.
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