When less is better

 My spirit team, help me sort out my thoughts.

Ever since I started my youtube channel for the Ra Collective,

I feel pushed to do things to help make it grow.

The push came in the form of channeling Ra's messages,

growing my channel to where it will reach all across the globe.

Thereby getting their messages out to the entire world.

I hopped on a couple of big channels and was elated.

It was a fast way of growing my channel.

When my wings get clipped in that area.

Due to some human machinations.

I stopped and took stock of things.

Meanwhile, I found myself thrust into Indian mystics,

after reading the Autobiography of a yogi.

That proved to be the most intoxicating part of my spiritual path.

I could feel myself being thrust forward, propelled forward,

fast tracked on my spiritual path.

I learned about God Self and learned how to call in my real self.

And operate from my real self.

That alone is wealthy and all I need on this spiritual path.

My youtube channel began to hang like a heavy chain around my neck.

I found myself often wondering if I should not push myself more.

To do this or that, to grow my channel.

However, only two things are clear to me at the present moment.

My path to God and channeling.

In a recent channeling, Ra had told me, it is not two paths.

It is one and the same path.

As I get closer to God, and go in deeper into spirituality,

In turn I will be better able to channel.

the two go hand in hand.

It does, that is how I develop psychic abilities.

From going deeper into contemplative prayer.

Saints who experience mystical prayer are endowed with those gifts.

St. John of the Cross term clairaudience, locutions.

Less is more.

Wu Wei, achieving with non action.

The path of nothingness of St John of the Cross.

What do you have to say to that?

In the hurry and bustle of human existence,

things often become murky.

How do you sort out the real from the unreal?

There is the push, influence of those around you, of society, of culture.

Throughout your entire life, there is always that push, that pressure,

to do this or that, to achieve this or that.

You were never freed from it.

These push, pressure comes from family, peers, schools, sociity culture, religion.

Now you are able to sort out the dross from the real.

Go into the desert of nothingness.

What is real will show out clearly.

What is not real will fade away.

You know from your years as a nun

that even amongst these contemplative nuns,

few there were who were able to really be alone.

Something about being completely alone, in solitary solitude,

is too much for them.

Out of the eighteen, there were only a few who could endure,

complete silence and solitude.

It takes a special grace to be able to stand it.

It usually takes experiencing God, feeling the calls of the wild.

You have that ability to seek complete silence and solitude.

Seek it.

As St. John of the Cross puts it.

God lures the soul into the wilderness, there to speak to it.

Withdraw into that wilderness of silence and solitude.

And you will hear God's voice.

It will teach you what you need to know.

Lead you to where you need to be