Channeling Source

There I was, getting ready to channel. More and more, I want to more than semi trance channel. I could feel the energy building up. It was a newer energy, it is very strong on upper part of my head. I wondered if it is Jesus or Yogananda. Finally, I said a prayer of protection and asked it to come through. Later, I watched it back. 

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Much to my thrill, I was channeling Source. It spoke with authority. That was how I was able to tell when a channeler I went to for channeled session, channeled the Ra for me. Channeled, she spoke with a tone of decisiveness and authority, absent when she is talking from her normal self.

Later, as I dwelled on it and wondered about it, I realized it was likely my higher self, channeling the God in me. How did I come about the "God in me ?" I was praying for my lung to clear one day when I heard an inner voice asking me, "Do you believe in the God in you?" I responded yes. I knew what it meant. Having done Ramana Maharshi's self inquiry several times, one day, as I was doing it, I saw my real self energy. As it emerged, my ego self slowly faded away. I knew then I was experiencing my real self or what I called my SpiritSelf.

Help me, SpiritSelf to go into you. My SpiritSelf is my Godself.

When you entered the world, you started out with a clean slate, albeit with experiences from other lives, on planet earth or other planets. But with the veil of forgetfulness you do not remember any of it. Hence, for children with thin veil, they often remember part of their past lives till they grew older and memories fade.

Then come the process of growing up, family life, religion, culture all strived to form and shape you a certain way. Most of you grow up without much adherence to me unless or until something happens to trigger a need for me. Then you seek me.

To truly attain to me, you have to walk the path of mystics and sages, the path of St. John of the Cross. All the influences have dulled your spirit sense to where you do not really perceive me or are able to perceve. Put some effort and you will perceived me. Like this channeler, after four years of meditation, my energy was able to emerge. My consciousness took her over and she experienced me.

You are all able to do it. Call out to me, all the while, clearing the dross in your soul and when it is sufficiently clear enough, you will experience me. For I am not outside of you, I am not in heaven, sitting on a throne,. I am in you, in everything around you.

Do you not know, I am this immense consciousness. See it like a magician globe and you are all contained within this immense energy, consciousness. They are the same, just different terms to be used in conjunction with each other. As a result, I am in you, outside of you, everywhere.

God, if you are so immense, how can you be a personal God? Do you not say, with God all things is possible. I did not create you outside of myself. Creation came into being from my Being. Hence you have that Beingness from me. Hence you are me, a part of me. On this other side, I would be God as they experience it. But on planet earth, with humankind, I am this god within all of you. As a result, I am this God your human mind are able to comprehend when you bypass all that humanness and operate from your spirit. Which is why those who strive to experience me goes into meditation, into trance state and the like. But experiencing me or not, I am still within you, as your real self, your SpiritSelf.

Look at it this way. Your higher self is you. Your higher self is on a level where it knows God. Hence your higher self knows God, is part of God. As a result you are part of God. But operating from human self, that is lost in you. It is when you awaken that you become aware of this God in you.