I could feel my inner eyes lowering.
My mind lowering, going increasingly silent,
as the enormity of what just took place struck me.
If I had received the news, said wow and moved from it.
It, having no impact on me.
It means it is just that, good news.
And not really related to me.
But when my inner self drew my attention to it.
When I found my mind dwelling on it.
And my inner self bowing in acquiescence,
like a supplicant before its mighty Lord,
Then I pay attention and wonder what it is.
It reminds me of the time when my subconscious knew something,
even before I was aware of it.
And drew my attention to it through thoughts.
And slowly, the entire event went through.
And I realized my subconscious self was aware,
even before my conscious self was,
and alerted my conscious self to it with thoughts.
Feeding it thoughts.
So what is this matter?
A relative of mine had cancer.
And went back to Malaysia to visit her family.
She had no idea that a bill she had omitted to pay.
Had accumulated to where she is now black listed.
She is due to go back on her Christmas day.
And feared she might be detained.
It would take months for the matter to be resolved.
I called in my spirit team and pulled the tarot cards.
Three of swords card amongst others.
Three of swords tarot card for me is bad.
Every time I pulled that card, it was bad.
I pulled it twice for two major surgeries.
Both were botched at the first attempt.
And had to go for a second one.
I was dismayed, she would be retained.
I decided to pray, using my new found power,
The God in me.
When I was praying for my lung with infection,
an inner voice asked me,
"Do you believe in the God in you.?"
I knew it meant not just God but the God in me,
The God I recently discovered I am a part of.
That He created me from His essence.
And I am possessed of His Essence.
I answered yes and all tests came back negative.
It was like a clean sweep of my lungs.
Apart from a clean nodule, I have nothing else.
I prayed to the God in me for this relative.
I prayed using the method taught to me.
Of praying not with many words
but with focus and intention.
My family prayed also.
Power of prayers of a group.
After a few days, I drew the tarot cards again.
They were all positive, she will be able to get through.
Today, I learned she made it through the immigration.
And has flown back to Australia.
Where further cancer treatment awaits her.
It was akin to a miracle, bringing us much joy and relief.
Now my prayer for the God in me,
is for her cancer, that she be free of cancer.
If it be thy will, she will be healed.
If it is not in her contract, to learn a specific lesson.
Then she can be healed and be cancer free.
Respectfully, I will continue to pray,
but without expectations.
Leaving it all to God, to the Infinite Creator.
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