SpirtSelf

 When spirit asked me, do you believe in the God in you.

I knew what it meant and answered yes.

I also knew that was requisite for my healing.

I was right.

I knew what the term "God in me" implies.

It was one the most poignant moments in my life.

When I experienced my real self,

using the self inquiry of Ramana Maharshi.

As I employed his self enquiry, asking repeatedly,

who am I, who am I, who am I.

I saw my ego self dispersing as my real self,

coming up from my depths increasingly taking over.

Till it took precedence over the ego self.

And the ego self faded away.

After that, I am able to readily conjure up my real self.

It is akin to conjuring in my real self.

My real self which is the Divine Self.

Which is the spiritself, the Godself.

I will use SpiritSelf.

Coming from Catholic background,

The term spirit self is more comfortable than god self.

Which can be misunderstood and cause a reaction.

This SpiritSelf is quiet, a peaceful self.

It is spirit, it is all permeating.

It emerges like perfume, slowly, increasingly permeating.

Till it takes like, like perfume emanating that peace and love.

It is gentle, it does not know jealousy, hate or anger.

It just is.

When you operate from this SpiritSelf.

You find it easier to detach.

In its more intense form,

it actually detaches you, remove you, set you on a level higher,

to where you do not really engage in material matters.

For example, you could find yourself like on a magic carpet.

Looking from aloft on your human life.

Things that make you suffer in ordinary life,

you find yourself unable to suffer.

Perch on that higher realm,

There is a sort of disconnectedness.

Spirit self from the ego self.