Experiencing Samadhi

My higher self, help me go into this.

Yesterday at meditation, I felt drawn into a deep deep state.

This morning at meditation, I experienced it again.

I could feel myself being pulled in deeper, deeper, deeper.

A movement pulling me in deeper. 

Then another movement pulled me in deeper.

As I entered deeper and deeper into a trance state.

Into an awareness of beingness,

My ego self dissolving.

I thought it was the energy of an entity entering into me.

And asked it to reveal itself.

But it was just a state of being.

Then I heard myself saying, this is source energy.

It is your God source energy.

You are experiencing your God Source energy.

This is Samadhi

You are experiencing your real self.

And I realized I am experiencing my real Divine Godself.

In this state of being, I am lost in this energy or consciousness.

The consciousness is.

Slowly and slowly I merged into that consciousness.

Till that consciousness is.

And my physical self dissolves into this consciousness and becomes a non being.

All that remains is this isness, the consciousness.

I realize this is a state of being that will increasingly become mine.

I have to learn how to live my life, operating with it.

Because once I enter into it, I do not want to leave it.

I stayed two hours in it last night.

I wanted to relish it while I have it.

Today, I realize I will increasingly experience it.

And there is no need to grasp it while I have it.

Because it is a state of being.

Thank you, God.

This is so beautiful.

Experiencing this state of being.

I did not know with Samadhi,

One feels taken over by an energy.

Increasingly being taken over by this energy.

As one enters deeper and deeper into non being.

Being with this Consciousness that is Divine,

Otherworldly.

That it is not of this world is obvious enough.

I just want to stay with it for hours on end. 

And do not want to do anything else.