Internal memory

Once I started to learn how to engage in trance channeling.
I wanted to do that only.
It takes a long time for me to get into it.
I usually start with an hour of meditation.
Then I will my body to enter deeper into trance.
All the while inviting the Collective to enter into me.
I invite the Collective only who I am channeling.
No other except for Source when it enters in.

On Thursday, after more than half an hour.
Of lulling myself into a trance state.
I felt the Collective taking me over.
I heard and saw the words, Internal Memory,
As the Collective took over.

It is not my body that instinctively knows how to do things,
like learning how to breathe properly
They told me.
It is my internal memory.
My internal memory accumulated from past existence and life times.
That makes sense.
Something I did not think of.

Internal memory.
How tintillating a thought.
When we are drawn to something.
It is likely our internal memory awakening.
Put ourselves to it and we find we know how to do it.
Without being taught by anyone but that something in us.

Unlock our internal memory.
And we unlock the hidden mysteries within us.

We do have mysteries deeply locked within us.
One day, I caught a glimpse of something deep in me.
So deep, I had never accessed it nor even knew it existed.
Even as I tried to access it, the lid closed.
And it was out of reach again.
I wonder about it now and again, what that was about.
One day when I am able to deal with it.
The lid will likely open again.
Until then, I let it be.