Talking to my higher self on living for God

I am actually able to do it,

Living, immersed engrossed in God.

As I go about my daily life.

All I have to do is look inside of me.

And I see God.

My entire being would fall into a state of being.

we term as recollection at the monastery.

Or mindfulness as it is called by Buddhism.

In meditation, I easily go into trance states.

Most of the time, I stay in that inner silence.

But every now and again, I get transported into a higher reality.

Where it is just so nice.

Attaining to this higher state of being.

Though I live very tethered to my life on planet earth.

Often too taken up with this material world.

It is very easy to detach myself from it.

Like an actor on stage.

Operating even as a part of me is aware it is not the ultimate reality.

That it could all be phantom, or illusion as Buddhism holds it.

That the one reality is the ultimate reality, God, or Infinite Creator.

Living engrossed in God.

I close my eyes and I am in Him.

He fills my soul, my being.

I want to be even more immerse to where like saints and sages.

He becomes the only reality.