Flight of the soul

I feel it. I am flying flying away.

I saw it months ago, myself flying from this zone.

Yet, still I stayed, still I am staying.

Why? Because it is familiar to me.

It is, it was my first home, coming on youtube.

Never mind, I got maligned, it still was my home.

But now, something is urging me to fly away.

It is time, the voice said, time to fly away.

It is pushing me, this feeling within.

Pushing me to seek my passion.

My real home.

Pushing me to fly to the heights and stay there.

Lost, immersed in Infinity. 

Babaji- language of the soul

 I found myself watching a video of Babaji.

And it sounded like he is with me.

Everything the video said attested to that.

I asked him to give me one word or sentence,

whereby I can attest it comes from him.

Silence, I saw the word silence.

And later, I watch another video where he talked about silence.

That was affirmation for me.

I looked inside and saw I saw the Himalayas.

Later, I looked up pics of the mountain.

And it was what I saw,

when I envisioned Babaji there.

He is said to be still living. 

He never died or left his body.

His teachings resonate with me.

What is there to say I should not plumb his teachings?

He is a mystic, I am a mystic.

The line above just came to me, as they do in channeling.

Babaji, if you were to talk to me now, what would you say?

Listen to your heart.

Listen to your soul.

They talk the soul's language.

The soul's language is not one of words.

Therein lies your error when you turn to words alone,

for messages from me, from us.

No, words are not a language we use.

But feelers, emotions, passion, and especially inspiration.

When you feel inspired, listen to that inspiration.

Translate it into words, for that is the medium you use.

Feel it, feel it till you feel it in your bones.

Examine it, dissect it, know it for what it is.

This inspiration that fills you.

And that is how we talk to your soul.

It is easier to talk to your soul by such means,

that using words, language of your planet earth,

For over on this side, we do not have language,

we do not use language.

So Babaji, what are you sending me now?

The above. I just sent you the above.

What more do you want?

Close your eyes, go within yourself.

Go deep within yourself. 

Go as deep as you able to.

Sink into that nothingness and feel.

What do you feel?

Appreciate silence, that inner silence.

Love that silence, that inner silence.

It has much it can tell you, without words.

You forget you are not all this physical being you are.

You are a spiritual being, spirit.

Being spirit, you are able to perceive with your spirit's senses.

Hence you are able to receive messages from your soul,

not with words in essences.

But impressions, with that inner sense of knowing.

Where you just know and you do not know how you know.

You just know.

Follow your passion

What is my passion?

The higher path.

When I watched videos of Yogananda, 

I found them helpful but not elevating.

When I watched videos of Babaji, I found them very uplifting.

I wondered about it and realized Babaji's vidoes are mystical.

It is the mystical element I relate to.

This morning, I look at my youtube channel,

and the way I used to pursue collaborations.

I feel no push toward that.

My message is something else.

It is not with that group of tarot cards readers, pyschics and mediums.

What is it, my soul.

My higher self, tell me what ails me now.

You have grown even further and evolved.

You are like situated on a high vantage point.

You have traversed far beyond this realm.

You live on the fringe and now and again foray inside.

But it is no longer your home, or destiny.

Your heart is no longer there.

So move away, dear heart.

Allow yourself, give yourself permission to move away.

Where will I move to?

The land of the plenty, where milk and honey flows.

Where the skies glitter with a bluish hue.

Where birds sing and nature dance.

Where the world celebrates together as Oneness.

Where you are free.

Free from the constrains of this world and earth.

You are beginning to realize a truth,

the saints and mystics saw and see.

If you could be here today and gone tomorrow.

Why are you so myopic.

Why are you leaving as though this life is it?

It is not. You are here as a sojourner.

Today you are here, tomorrow you might be gone,

in the twinkle of an eye, in a flash.

And you see yourself disengaging from everything around you.

To pursue that treasure within you, the Infinity.

My soul in darkness shroud.

 My God, my soul is in darkness shroud.

You came unbidden, unexpectedly.

And spoke with force, authority through me.

I waited and waited for you to come through again.

But you are silent.

Though your presence is always with me.

I feel you with my head, and my heart.

Entering into inner silence.

There I find you, wrapped in silence.

Silence is the best language of the soul.

In silence, I will hear you better.

When you have messages, you will come through again.

Daily, I do start my day, staying in silence with you.

Source's energy

My higher self, I do not know if this is what saints sages experience.

This energy that is almost always with me, taking me over.

Why do you want to know about others?

Stay with your own experience.

Your own experience is true and good for you.

The experiences of everyone is different because

the make up of every person is different.

So look to your own experience.

Yes, the Infinite is taking you over.

You have awaken this power and might in you.

You know it is not you but this power and might in you.

This Source of the almighty God.

Go forth with all courage.

Fear nothing and nobody.

You are in the hands of the Almighty.

He keeps you safe.

For great is his name.

Holy those who worship him.

You are in communion with him.

That is of vital importance.

Before you start your day.

Spend time in communion with him.

Let him take precidence in your heart,

before you start your day.

You can ask us for a message.

Yes, we and the God in you are one.

Because we are of God's essence.

There is not separation.

There is only that Oneness.

Samadhi

My higher self, is this Samadhi?

Just now at meditation, I felt an energy 

pulling me into a deeper trance state.

It was so nice.

Yesterday, the energy was so strong,

I was not able to go deep within me.

Today, it was a gentle euphoric energy,

and pulled me into a deep state,

I could only describe it as Samadhi.

It is being with Source.

The big picture

 I asked the God in me for a message,

and saw the words, The Big Picture.

Living this life on planet earth,

it is very important to view it as a big picture.

The big picture help us developed a panoramic view of life.

We see our lives in this immensity of experiences and universe.

We see everything interwoven.

Darkness slips into light, joys into sadness, good times into hard times,

hard times into good times, they are all interwoven.

We have to learn to accept the good with the bad.

And not wish for the good only, rejecting the bad.

Doing that, we are not living in reality and make ourselves miserable.

When we realize everything forms the fabric of life.

That the bad need not be but good for us,

then we are better able to flow with life.

Accepting everything that comes.

For controlling our lives, we cannot.

Controlling our destinies we are not able to.

Things happen, of our volition or not.

Things happen.

The wise man of peace learns to flow with life.

God in me.

I feel powerful.

I feel strong.

I feel joyous.

I feel good.

Will it last?

What does it matter it if it does not last.

I have it now. 

I will enjoy it.

I will relish it.

For the times when I did not feel such.

When I felt so small, so uncertain,

buffeted by every winds.

Living in fear of myself.

Mistrustful of myself.

How did I arrive at this?

From pursuing my path to God.

Reaching him, I feel his energy, his force, his power.

His energy, his force, his power fills me.

That alone suffices.

And not just let me relish this God in me,

relishing Him, his energy.

Experiencing God's Love

 Recently, it came to me, I have experienced God.

I have experienced his presence, bliss in his presence.

But love, how does it feel like?

Yogananda, singing the praises of the love of God.

He must experienced it.

Those with NDE experiences, they experience it.

The unconditional love of a being of light they know to be God.

God until now, is serious.

The force engulfing me in its energy is dark, serious and intense.

But as I channeled Source recently, 

at one point I experienced that lightness of God.

It was a soft lightness, reminding me God is not all dark, intense,

but light and loving, with that sense of joy.

I saw that color of energy, light golden yellow,

which is joy for me.

Just now I asked God, how do we experience his love on earth?

Do we have to be lost in him like the mystics 

or those with NDE to experience his love?

As I waited for his answer, it came in 

in the form of triggering my memory.

It says, "Do you not remember the time,

you were very distraught and had no one to talk to.

You sat in meditation and was able to end it

when you heard a voice saying, not yet.

You heard it with your mind's ear.

You stay where you were.

And then you felt it. felt and see it with your mind's eyes.

The white energy of God.

It was gentle, soft and loving like the softest of cloud or mist.

It went through you, caressing you.

You felt the energy like an embrace, a warm embrace.

It worked you all over, thoroughly, filling every cell of your being.

And then the voice said, 'It is done, you can go now.'

You got up and felt immeasurably better and healed.

That, dear one, is how you experience God's love on earth.

It is not given to the mystics only.

How many of you, in times of intense darkness or suffering,

experience this light, this energy you know to be God,

lighting up your path, your load of suffering,

giving you instant, immense peace or strength to endure.

That is God, the Universe around you.

Do you now feel it holding you in an embrace, a warm embrace.

Feel it, feel it in the air around you, holding you up.

Do you think the space around you is empty?

It looks empty to your human eyes but it is not empty.

It is filled with energies, with consciousness.

Energy, consciousness of the Divine.

It is everywhere around you.

Open your heart, open your eyes and you will see it.

You will feel it with your five senses and more senses.

Detachment

 How does one detach?

One does not detach by working on detaching.

That would defeat its purpose.

Because then, it would place its emphasis on detaching.

Thereby giving it more emphasis, more importance.

No, you detach by placing emphasis on something else.

Hence to detach from self, from your ego.

You do not say, I must detach from my ego.

By that means, you are putting emphasis, 

weight of importance on your ego.

No, you turn your attention from ego to something else, 

to God, to the Supreme Creator.

Once you turn your attention to God.

Then you are putting emphasis on God.

God becomes more important.

Essentially, by attaching yourself to God,

you are detaching yourself from self, from the ego.

Free will

 Why, God, why freewill.

Without freewill, will there be diversity in experiences?

You learned, I create the Universe so I could experience myself,

through all of creation.

If I do not endow you with freewill,

What kind of experiences would that be?

A creation not set to grow, develop and evolve on its own,

What challenges, what diversities would it be?

You can say I set the wheels of creation in motion.

From me came the logos, or love.

The logos sub create, co create.

From the sub logs came sub sub logos and so I went it.

From that, the creation grows and grows, growing, and expanding.

So I do not directly create you.

That you learned from the Ra Collective.

You felt let down, betrayed.

You had always believe I directly create humankind.

Does it make any difference?

When a sculptor is created by one finger of the hand,

does it make it any less a creation from the creator?

Freewill allows for diversity of choices on how you live your life on planet earth.

If you enjoy light and love only, not having to go through darkness and sufferings,

What experience would that be?

The light would not show the darkness.

The suffering would not show non suffering.

The contrast of light, darkness, shadows, light, suffering, joy, happiness, bliss.

These are all fabric of life, of living.

You need it all to show out the diversity, to intensify the experience.

Samadhi

 My spiritself, help me describe what is samadhi

It is just that, a force taking me over.

A force possessing me.

It takes over my head, giving it a numbing feeling.

My mind becomes a dark vacuum.

I do not see anything.

I feel only this strong force.

It is so strong, my head feels grip in a tight grip.

My nerve endings affected and I started twitching a little.

That is when I try to channel.

If I let go and rest in it.

Then it is ahhhh so nice.

It is resting in the Divine.

An eternal rest.

It feels like it.

The soul not wanting to leave it.

I want to stay in it forever. 

But know life goes on.

I have to live this earthly life.

And this feeling once it takes me over,

It will always be there.

Becoming stronger and stronger.

Over time, my physical body will withstand it.

And be able to endure it more, 

without my physical self being overwhelmed by it.

Right now, my physical self with its tremors.

Alert me to the face I am being taken over.

Over time as my physical self become more acclimatized,

It will feel the physical jarring less.

And more the feeling of bliss.

Source channeling

Yesterday, I was trying to engage in verses automatic writing,

when I found myself pulled into a nice place.

As I sat in increasingly trance state, enjoying this presence,

I found Source coming through.

It is still hard for me to believe I am channeling Source.

I believe I am channeling Source through my higher self.

Hence the non nonsense tone of voice.

The first time I had my higher self channeled,

and encountered this cold emotionless being,

devoid of sympathy for me, telling me again and again,

I am trying to control things.

It turned me off so much, I did not like my higher self.

And for a long time would not have anything to do with her.

Recently, because of the self inquiry by Ramana Maharshi,

I connect with my higher self daily, realizing she is my Godself or Spiritself.

As I sat there, I felt a strong energy taking me over.

And then Source spoke through me.

I know it is Source because of the quality of the voice.

It is sure, strong, and speak with authority.

It is effortless channeling also.

His spirit simply barges through and started speaking.

I have always wanted full trance channeling,

where the entity speaks through me.

Yesterday, I realized it has happened,

Source speaking through me in deep trance state.

Fourth density and natural disasters.

Ra, often in channeling,  you say things that happen are meant to happen.

Is the fire at Southern California too cruel?

How could that be meant to happen?

You kept saying, trust the process.

How do we trust the process in a natural disaster of this magnitude?

Ra: Life flows a certain way.

If you hit your thumb with a hammer, what do you feel? Pain.

So also with mother earth.

You humans have been engaging things that damages it for years.

The indiscriminate building of homes, taking over natural forest and trees.

The emiting of carbon dioxide, causing earth to be too heated.

When those grow, increase and accumulate, what is the end result? Global warming.

When the earth gets to heated up, what is the result? Natural disasters.

When the earth shakes off all the unwanted energies, like a dog shaking water off its back, what happens?

The eruptions started, fire, earthquakes, tornadoes, hurricane.

In a world, too congested, people living on top of each other, what happen? War and strife.

When population goes out of control, with water scarcity and food threatened, what happen? The same.

And when earth works all that through, what happen? It moved up one level higher, fourth density.

What happen when many die? The same, earth shedding off its load.

It sound hard and harsh but such is the reality.

If not curb, what happen? Will earth destroy itself like Maldek?

That is what we, council of Saturn, are trying to prevent.

Why we are in the midst of you.

Why we want our messages to go out, through channelers like you.

My road ahead

 Ever since the channeling by the Blue Avians.

I am able to look ahead and see my path ahead.

I am able to see myself finishing my purpose in life,

And moving on, to the other side.

For I am a highly evolved soul.

On the other side, I come from eighth density.

That much Ra told me.

I did not totally believe in it.

Till now, when the Blue Avians of eighth octave or density,

came back into my sphere.

They are of eight density.

They told me I was one of them.

It makes sense it is possible I am eighth density on the other side.

Whether I am or not is immaterial.

I am aware I am a highly evolved soul.

There is for example, the way I always operate alone.

Guided by that within me.

The way I never follow the common path,

But walk my own way to God.

My spirit knows my path, my destiny,

even if my conscious self do not.

My conscious self knows only,

there is a certain spirit in me.

I have seen it emerge.

I have seen it operating and it quite remarkable.

There was the time 

when I was training to be certified nursing assistant.

And found the course very hard.

One day, I literally saw the spirit moving up through me,

imbuing me with courage and power.

It changed me instantly.

It transformed me from lacking confidence to one,

powered by a sense of great confidence.

Confidence that I will succeed and prevailed.

And I did.

It is this spirit, spiritual persons sense on meeting me.

There was Archbishop Fernandez who suggested I should keep a diary.

To Fr. Chris Corbally, who accepted me as spiritual directee,

because as he told me, I have an especial spirit.

Blue Avians, what more do you have to tell me?

You notice the way you readily go into trance state.

You are going in deeper and deeper.

Beware, be careful of those who are your friends.

When they behold that, envy, jealousy easily enters.

Once jealousy enters, they are no longer your friends.

Jealousy destroys and lethal for any friendships.

We want you to be aware.

We do not want you to be guileless like sheep.

But wise like wolves and cunning like serpents.

We want you to be pure as doves,

but that does not mean you have to be guileless.

The two are totally different.

We want you to be aware and wary.

And trust that which burns in your heart.

You can trust your heart to be true,

for it is divine.

The perceptions, intuitions you received from your heart,

They are all accurate.

The assent to truths you perceive in your heart,

that is accurate.

Not so your thinking mind which is finite,

and which can be ruled and influenced by outside sources.

Some of which might be suspect or not true or good for you.

Blue Avians- on my passing

 I recently noticed a new ways of sensing spirits.

Slight breeze at my left hand or back of fingers.

Blue Avians, in a channeling, you talked about my early demise.

Could you tell me more about it?

For me, it is so possible.

I see a path opening out before me.

It tells me to take it and run with it,

The path is the one I am on.

My path to God.

It tells me to walk it.

Focus on it, concentrated on it.

Looking neither left nor right.

The endeavors others are on,

The same I tried to be on.

That is not my path.

For that reason, I no longer walk it.

My path is to singlemindly walk ahead.

On this path to Infinity.

Yes, if I walk it in this manner.

I will exit earth very soon.

My spirit self seems to be giving me that hint.

It threw out to me last year the number of 14.

14 years left to live.

Blue Avians: You have always been aware you have a certain spirit.

When needed, this spirit would emergy, giving you clear directions.

Or it would take you over and with that spirit in you, everything is possible.

You want to know what is ahead.

What is ahead is not the path walk by many channelers.

Their paths is not yours for the simple reason, their goals not yours.

While for many of them, fame and fortune glitter,

For you, attaining to God, enlightenment glitter.

That is the genuine path for you.

You were lead on the other path and Universe directed you back,

to your real path.

Trust us, surrender yourself to us and to Infinity. 

We will guide you along the way, for your way is very specific.

Your road ahead is map out for you.

You are able to see it in spirit if not consciously.

You will far and wide. 

High and deep.

You will travel far, to where few have gone.

You were destined for big things because you come from big.

From being a highly evolved being on the other side.

How do you think, at such a young age of 21, 

you were able to scale the heights of contemplative prayer.

The contemplation that is infused, mystical.

You do not fear death.

You fear the slow process of dying.

What if we tell you, it will be fast.

Not slow, the way you want it.

We had told you, you are on planet earth, 

coming down as a wanderer.

That you have nothing karmic to work out.

This means, when your role on planet earth is done.

Like Yogananda, you could simply fold up and leave.

He knew he was leaving.

He knew when he would be leaving.

So also you, warrior on planet earth.

Maslow's needs applied to Ginger and Mari

Yesterday, I was looking at Ginger and Mari.

When it dawned on me, three years later.

They are different beings.

Into my mind came the hierarchical needs of Abraham Maslow.

They were around one year old when I adopted them.

A woman found them foraging for food at a dumpsite.

They were thin, dirty and malnourished.

She brought them home, kept them for a month.

And brought them to a rescue shelter.

I was looking for two dogs and came across them online.

Every time I bring them on a route not familiar.

Mari started crying in distress, fine when we headed home.

It came to me, every time they were in a long car ride.

They get abandoned.

The first year, their mindset was still on survival.

Ginger preferred to chase lizards all day outside.

She was the boss, protective of Mari.

Both dogs are still the same, protective of each other.

In the house they are different.

Each needing their own space, each in a different room.

Once outside, they are a close unit.

A year later, Mari came into her own and took over.

She became the little boss.

She gets to decide how long the walk, how far the walk.

She can only walk so far, while Ginger is able to walk miles.

Now, more than two years later, Ginger loves to stay indoors.

Mari demonstrates more and more, her colorful personality.

She knows how to ask by shaking her body in a dance then whining.

Asked, she would lead me to what she wanted.

Ginger eyes her, whatever she does, Ginger wants to do.

Yesterday, it came to me.

They have become little humans, they think, they feel.

Their needs for survival, basic needs for food seen to.

They know they are loved and feel secure in a home.

They have a roof over their head, warm or cool.

They do not have to worry about fending for themselves.

With that, the other needs come in, 

Esteem and self actualization.

They are turning into little humans.

They are expressing their needs, not for food.

Food is not a big thing on their scale.

But for loving, they never have enough of back rubbing.

They look at me with eyes expressing their needs.

It is sometimes spooky, Ginger looking straight at me, fixedly,

With those big knowing eyes, like a little mature adult.

Mari is still the baby of the house and acts like one.

Self-actualization

Ra Collective said, when we give second density beings,

dogs and animals, love and care.

It helps them develop self awareness and personality,

With that, they will reincarnate into third density beings.

I have no doubt, Ginger and Mari will reincarnate into the third density.

In my dreams, my dogs are always three year old little girls.

Blue Avians and The Saga Tree

Blue Avians, for verification, that you really were with me from childhood.

I asked the medium Claudia to ask you for something from my childhood.

She told me about a tree, you showed her me sitting under the tree.

Tree? I casted it in my mind, looking back at my old home.

We did not have a tree around it.

Yesterday, my mind mulled on the tree when it hit me.

Yes, there was a tree in my childhood.

I loved that tree. 

My siblings and I often played around the tree,

collecting its pods which is red in color and hard.

We could collect easily a jar of it.

Most homes have a jar of it.

The tree was old, with branches spreaded out like a canopy.

When I went back decades later, it was the tree I looked for.

Alas, I no longer saw it around.

After decades, the entire village had changed.

It was no longer recognizable.

All the landmarks I loved, I cherished in my memories.

Oh Blue Avians, I want to go back in time and talked to that tree.

What would I tell it?

I would thanked it for providing us with play.

We had so little those days.

And nature was our playground.

Yet how precious those memories,

They left an indelible mark.

You gave me a clear indication.

I did not connect it to that tree and dismissed it.

Over time, I moved away from you.

But you came back.

No, you never left.

You simply step aside.

Now I feel a warm glow in my heart.

A precious warm glow of love of you in my heart.

My collective.

I did see you, beings at a round table.

I thought it was my imagination till I saw you again yesterday.

This time I saw three to four birdlike beings.

The colors so vivid, rich and beautiful.

I looked inside and I can still see it.

Thank you for imprinting yourself in my mind,

as I asked you to, though not directly.

I was asking this energy which was so strong to show itself,

by imprinting itself on my mind.

Those days lost in God.

Was it you or God?

It matters not.

It has the same effect of awakening.

That was my first awakening.

When I grew aware of the mystical realm.

After those four days,

it was like the door to the mystical world opened out to me.

Blue Avians

 I had been experiencing a strong energy.

It is very strong, I am feeling it right now.

Unlike the Ra Collective, this energy is strongly felt.

Almost any time I am not occupied with daily chores.

I was in meditation when that energy came on me.

It was so strong, it came to me, I could trance channeled.

I have never been able to channel whilst in meditation.

But that energy was strong enough, I reckoned I would be able to.

Toward the end of the meditation, I will in a lulled state of trance,

when I saw three to four bird like beings.

It did not registered in my mind at first.

Then I realized it was the blue Avians.

They were bird like head on a body,

I saw mainly the heads.

They were of rich deep colors, 

more dark green than anything else.

But blended in with other colors.

They were beautiful and exotic.

I asked them to come in and show me a close up look.

As I looked on, I saw one more like an owl,

with light yellowish face.

Ra Collective, Blue Avians, could you tell me more about it?

Ra Collective, we had told you over time you will move from us.

And channel something which is even better than us.

You did not want to believe it.

The blue Avians would be easier for you to channel.

Their messages are akin to ours.

We come from the same species or origins.

Their energies are stronger than ours also.

We have always said, we are harder to channel,

because our energies are very subtle.

There is no one or the other.

We comprised of your spirit team.

Fly, fly from your physical bondage,

which holds you back.

Fly with this energy and beings.

They are safe, they are high octave beings.

Now, you are channeling things you have to research on.

You can no longer say, you channel only things you know about.

Blue Avians, what can you tell me?

Stay strong on yourself.

Keep your roots deep.

They will be those who would want to influence you,

one way or another.

Stay on your course, stay true to yourself.

And you cannot go wrong.

Will my lifespan be as short as you say?

We say what is left of it.

Closing in on seventy, there are not that many years in your lifespan.

Timing is always hard for us.

What is for us a twinkle of an eye is eons for you.

Blue Avians, I am embracing you.

I will move on with you.

Tell me, are Ra Collective and you the same thing?

No, they are not Avians.

However, we have worked together.

You have worked with us and them.

I was determined to move away from anything New Age.

But I am right smack in it.

I will just move with the spirit and the flow.

Lost in Infinity/God

 Whatever experiences we have seemed to be focused on the crown chakra.

My spirit team, what is samadhi?

Can you help me describe it?

It is being lost in God/Infinity.

That is the best way to describe it.

This state hit Ramana Maharshi so strongly,

he never really come out of it till he passed on.

At 16, he left his home, went to the sacred hill, Arunachala, Tiruvannamalai.

He went into that state with God and was lost in it for years, lost to the world.

Gradually, he came out of it, enough to operate in this material world.

But the deeper part of him remain immersed in this God/Infinity.

I can relate to it.

Days when it takes me over, it is so powerful, I just want to remain with it forever.

I was looking at the channel of a rather well known channeler.

And felt so small and insignificant with mine.

Later at meditation, spirit told me, you are able to experience all this.

This is immense wealthy, measured albeit not by the material world,

But spiritual world.

This, which you are experiencing is immense.

Which is why, Gobi Krishna said, he would not exchange it,

for anything in the world.

I would not also, this is experiencing Infinity, God Himself.

In his immensity, his splendour.

His all engaging presence holds me enthralled.

2 hours in meditation passed like 20 minutes.

In that timeless space.

I know when I am getting drawn into it.

I fell into something akin to spiritual sleep.

My breathing slow into a sleep pattern.

A wave of trance like feeling takes over me.

And I am transported to a place not of this world.

To a realm that is pure bliss.

There are no words in human terms to describe it.

I can say, it is huge, immense.

Wherever I look, I see no end to it.

It is like standing on a bed of clouds.

That same spaciousness, wherever I look,

I see infinity, no end to it, nothing in sight.

But being in the huge spaciousness,

where a presence is felt, that of Infinity/God.

It is an experience beyond words.

You have to experience it to know it.

You likely have multiple of times and do not know it.

Like when you are struck in awe by the panorama of nature's beauty before you.

Transporting you into a heightened state of awareness, of bliss.

Years later, you remember that feeling as though it just happened.

You remember vividly where you are, it remained etched in your mind and soul.

Such experiences are being in touch with Infinity/God.

Such experiences is where you experience God as being God of the Universe.

Sensing him in everything around you.

His presence permeating the entire Universe.

Eyes of the spirit

 I was in meditation when I felt myself entering into trance states.

I turned on the recorder and asked for a message to channel.

And found myself channeling this.

https://youtu.be/cGvmxwpac_w?si=ySe-DqZYCiekQVOq

Eyes of the spirit. 

I was looking at Infinity.

Seeing yet not seeing anything.

And wondered about it.

When I saw eyes of the spirit.

I understood then, I was seeing,

not with my mind's eyes.

But with my spirit's eyes.

Accounting for the fact,

it lies beyond the perception,

of my inner senses, inner viewing.

Accounting for the fact,

It has no images.

Nothing my inner self is able to grasp.

That I was looking at Infinity,

with the eyes of my spirit self.

It is a powerful beautiful experience.

This of being one with Infinity.

It is indeed being in bliss.

There is nothing nothing there,

but that feeling of pure bliss.

Hearing the inner voices from spirit

Intrigued by the thought of legion of Spirit guides,

I settled down to engage in channeling, calling them in.

Later, I felt since I was the one pushing in,

there is likely nothing there I could share in the video.

I set about engaging in automatic writing.

With automatic writing, I often get advice.

I was in the middle of it when I heard an inner voice,

telling me to look at the earlier channeling again.

I was surprised to find it was actually interesting.

And shared it in a video.

https://youtu.be/LKeL-kOz2hQ?si=IRTDKtFUOt_xXloa

While working on it, I heard the words on auric field.

That they, my spirit team are in my auric field.

I questioned that, not knowing anything about the auric field.

And decided to leave it out when I googled it.

And lo behold, it is real.

I am sensing them in my auric field.

The slight breeze, a cooling breeze at my right hand,

the energy vibrating to where I could actually see,

the energy around me vibrating.

I knew I was sensing spirits, but did not know that was my auric field.

This affirmed I was really channeling them.

I remember channeling them, and balked at the term legion.

When I felt clearly, yes, legion is the term they want to use.

Again, I googled it and found, yes, there is something called 

Legion of spirit guides.

My legion of spirit guides, or Ra Collective.

What message do you have for me today or for 2025.

That you are drawn to the Law of One,

and overnight, are better able to understand it.

That it resonates with you, is telling you something.

You will be busy promoting our messages.

Stay with it, this push to further understand the Law of One.

We are helping you with it.

You have to do the work and we will help you with it.

But you have to do the work.

After a year of preparing yourself spiritually,

you are able now to do it.

We will help you spell it out.

You were lead on the path of seeking the glitter and success 

of being a channeler.

You look at the big channelers and thought that was the path,

we were leading you. 

You were afraid success, fame and wealth,

will lead you to become corrupted.

And so you doubled down on your spiritual life.

You do not have to fear.

You have been "genuinely seeking God, sincerely given to God,"

from the time you were young.

Those were the words of the Carmelite priest, Fr. Pierluigi,

who interviewed you extensively and drew that conclusion.

You are sincerely seeking God, geunubnekt guveb ti God,

because you have experienced God.

This experience of God will keep you always true to him,

You do not have to fear being led astray by money, fame and all that glitters.

You will remain as you are, genuine and natural.

You do not have to fear that.

You kept telling us, you will do what we tell you to do.

It does not work that way.

You have to take the active role and we help you,

You are seeing the image of setting the pin spinning.

That is how it is done, you have to spiun the reel,

and keep it spinning, with us coming in to help with tehs spin,

increasing the speed and velocity.

We know you are getting the messages.

Your spirit team, the ascended masters who have 

faith you will climb up the next rung of the ladder.

Have come in recently to make their presence felt.

And to assure you, you are protected.

They, we will protect you.

You hold yourself in little value, hence your stalling.

Hence your belief you are very ordinary and unremarkable.

And you decided you will not go far in life.

But we are with you.

More and more you are able to sense our energy.

And yesterday it happened, what you have always complained to us about.

That you channel only things you know.

You have been channeling things you do not know.

It was not as obvious to you as when it happened yesterday,

When you deleted the words, auric field and that 

your legion of spirit team are in your auric field.

What is auric field and how could they be in my auric field,

you questioned and googled it and found it to be true.

Increasingly, you will be doing that.

And Healing, healing is in your genes.

In your past incarnations,

We have built a healing center for you in the astral plane.

Use it and the method of healing we gave you.

Start with your relative.

She will be proof you have it.

If you do it and she does not improve,

then you can prove us wrong.

But we are seldom wrong. 

We are never wrong.

Oh maybe about timing.

We do not have time over this other side.

And timing is one we often do not get right.

You want a specific form of greeting from us,

for your youtube video.

We are giving you one right now.

"We are Ra, and we are glad to be in your presence today."

You could end our messages with, "go in the love and light of the Infinite Creator."

Free flowing meditative writing

There was a time I did not believe it possible to live solely for God.

I was attached to little little things, like pleasure in shopping.

Not in shopping big but in small things yet it formed an attachment.

Today, I am living dedicated to God.

It is easy, I have only two dogs, no immediate family.

Retired, with no financial stress, I live a relatively stress free life.

I woke up this morning and again felt it.

This life of some obscurity appeals to me.

It is quiet and peaceful, without the mad rush of youtube.

I am seeing youtube like a busy platform,

with everyone rushing, pushing to move ahead.

I do not want that hustle and bustle in real life.

Why would I want it with the youtube traffic?

If this is from God, people will find me.

If not from God, and this youtube channel frizzle out,

That is fine also.

My spirit team, what do you have to say to that?

I want to take a step back and really gauge to see what is real for me.

Contentment is to move with the flow.

Let nothing disturb you, let peace always be in you.

Live, exist like a stream, a brook rippling gently over the rocks.

Its sound joins with others in nature, producing a harmonious whole.

You do not want to be a gushing river, or rapid.

Whose sound drowns out everything else.

Whose force pushes everything and everyone off in its path.

God's energy is like a steady stream.

His creation, the universe works in a harmonious whole,

even when there are changes of volcanic reaction, and the like,

it still moves along a certain pattern, settling into a whole.

Spirit is teaching me something new right now.

Taking the temperature of my soul.

As we start our day, look inside.

How do we feel?

What is the temperature inside?

Is it soft, soothing or gnarled and twisting?

The only beauty with gnarl is the gnarl of a tree.

Its tree truck old and gnarl with age, 

showing forth its majestic existence.

Or the gnarled hand of one old with age.

Showing by it, a lifetime of living and experience.

Gnarled inside is something else, especially due to bitterness.

The twisting, turning, churning of soul inside.

That is detrimental to not only the spiritual self but physical self.

Should you feel your soul gnarled and twisted then right it.

Smile and look at God and adjust the temperature to one of peace.

Peace is like a quiet house with everything silent and still.

There is not a ripple in it, not a tear, not a sound.

It is more than peace, it is bliss.

Spirit team, how would you define bliss from peace?

Peace is that peaceful inner state of being,

which you arrived at after years of meditation.

And one day you just knew you have arrived at a place of peace.

There is peace inside, quietness and joy.

Bliss is divine.

It is a deep seated feeling of quiet inner joy.

When you are in it, it is akin to sitting in a wondrous land.

Of spaciousness, there is nothing nothing there but the bliss,

of being in a place devoid of anything shadowy or negative.

It is just a land of pure bliss, a land of soft colors.

With nothing nothing there but pure bliss and light colors.

You can remain in it for hours and it is simply blissful.

You do not need to do anything but just be.

You do not need to think, you are absorbed into it.

You simply exist.

Stay put longer, you become it.

And then you realize you are merging back into Infinity.

And it is Infinity you sense in that magical place of peace and bliss.

My real self, SpiritSelf

 This strong energy I am experiencing, 

What are you?

I will walk my path to God. looking neither left nor right.

It is looking left or right that slows us down 

or even get us to lose our paths.

What is looking left or right?

It is often what is termed, human respect.

That is the most subtle enemy of cutting a straight to God.

For me, it goes this way,

Beacon of light, me? No, not me.

I am very ordinary and unremarkable.

People will think she is full of herself.

Am I very ordinary and unremarkable? 

Yes, I am.

How are you a beacon of light?

Tell me, my spirit team, how am I a beacon of light?

There are many of you who are beacons of light.

Many of you who shines the light for all around you, 

your light reaches far and wide.

You are those who follow the Law of One.

Who live dedicated to your principle in life.

For some, it is just living a good life, being on with creation.

For others, it could be for God, the God they knew from small,

taught them by different religions.

Religion has its purpose in life.

Do not malign religions, dismissing them as a whole.

Each one of you is different.

There are those of you who do not need direction.

You have it within your heart and follow it.

It leads you to your goal in life, reaching the infinite Creator.

However, not all of you are that way.

They are those who need guidance. 

Religion provides that.

A safety net, a ground they set their feet on.

These too pursue the Infinite Goodness.

All of these and you, shine the light of the Almighty God.

The light of Infinity, of the Infinite Creator.

You are like beacons of light, shining light,

into all corners of the world.

You are a light unto yourself, a light amidst Lights,

Shining as a whole, lighting the world up.

Above all, you are the lights that lift the vibration of the earth.

Do not condemn darkness.

That is their path, the path they choose in life.

Do not judge what you deem to be those of darkness.

For only God can see into the hearts of humankind.

Do not lump those who do not believe the same as you do,

into one whole, terming them bad or dark.

For in the midst of that darkness,

are lights you do not see.

In the hearts of those you lump as evil, and unenlightened,

are lights you do not see.

So do not judge but walk your own path to God.

What is your path to God?

Your entire life of experiences.

From the time you were born to now.

The Infinite Creator experiences life, living through you.

Which is why, the more the experiences,

the richer, the wealthier you are.

Feeling every fabric of the earth.

Experiencings its joys, sadness, good times, travails.

pain, suffering, darkness, despair, hope....

These are all experiences that enriches you.

The more you experience, the deeper you go within yourself.

Which is why suffering is the best of teachers.

It is not something most of you want to hear.

Yet it is the truth.

Is it not when you are in the trolls of darkness and sufferings,

that you reach for help from the Almighty?

In times of abundances, joy and gladness.

Your soul grows fat with ease and abundance.

It falls into a place of complacency,

where the need for God is not felt.

It is when you are in pain, darkness and suffering,

you turn to the Almighty God.

Or go within yourself to seek the meaning of life.

And thereby finding the God within you.

All these turn you into brilliant beacons of light.

For you, you had your share of suffering, of hard times.

Though you recall little of it.

Such is human nature, once the suffering, dark periods passed,

they become distant memories.

In that darkness, you found God within the depths of your being.

And since then, you have never left Him.

He was the driving source in your life. and still is.

And you ask, how you are a beacon of light.

Ah, spirit team, that is my dullness of mind.

I am going to break forth into the sunlight.

Leaving all darkness behind.

What did you just teach me?

Growing my power, how to grow my power.

I am this bright light, this energy of light.

I am growing it, bigger and bigger.

Larger and larger and that is me.

Within me is The God in me.

This human self is nothing,

but a vessel I occupy.

I, the spirit, is the All.

I was, I am, I always will be.

Because I am part of the Infinite Creator.

What the Infinite Creator is, I am.

Because he created me from himself.

Expanding himself into this creation of his.

Hence the Oneness we sense with everything around us.

The Universe is my friend.

The Universe will take care of me.

The Universe is within me, outside of me.

In everything and everyone.

We are one, One in that Oneness.

Those who recognize it.

Those where it is not a reality for them.

They too are one of us and one of everything.

There is no separation, there is no duality.

There is only that oneness.

We, the oneness, shine.

Each with our brilliance, with our individuality.

I am that Oneness, powerful in my singleness.

For I am one, yet of the whole.

Together we shine, lifting the vibration of the earth,

Working it towards the fourth density,

where the earth and humankind are heading.

Higher self and spirit team

Spirit works through inspiration.

New Year's Eve, I felt moved to make videos.

Ideas about sharing things about myself came into my mind.

When I settled down to do it,

I found myself unable to make videos.

Instead, the energy was very strong.

I recognised it to be the energy of my SpiritSelf.

I asked them to start speaking.

It did and went into "fears."

When it was done, the energy was still very strong.

And then it came in with a message of,

protection for me.

What energy is this?

When you feel us strongly at the upper reaches of your head.

Know that it is us.

Yes, we are very strong.

We come to you very strongly.

We are a team,

We call ourselves a legion.

What we are, is your spirit team.

We are self appointed to protect you,

And to assist you,

At any time, if you need help.

Call us in and we will help you.

You are insistent on following the old path.

You had devised for yourself.

Subconsciously, you are still operating from it.

The path of growing big on youtube channel,

And being like one of those big channelers.

Going on big platforms and being big.

What if we tell you that is not your path.

That your path is only to attain to God.

And along the way as you go in deeper and deeper,

You will benefit many,

You balk at having few attendees on your livestreams on youtube.

That is how everything started, from few,

That is how everything grows, from small.

You have to plant the seed, set the roots.

Do that and leave the rest to us.

We suggest you continue with your Solo Lives.

It gives you a platform to operate from.

Without it, you will withdraw more and more.

And you know you have a propensity to withdraw

Like the hermit into a shell.

That once you start, like you did last year.

It is hard to get out

Being sheltered in a shell is so much more comfortable.

That is why we tell you, you have our protection, 

you do not need to fear.

Go out, show yourself, proclaim yourself boldly, bravely.

And you will thrive and grow.

A Home I do not know where

I was around ten when my older sister taught us a song,

"This world is not my home."

I love the song.

It was like I was always longing for a home,

I do not know where, far far away.

And not from this earth or of this earth.

I was around 14 and at school one day,

When I looked out the window and saw a lonely path.

Yearning filled me, that undefined yearning for that land.

I saw myself walking that path,

it widened out into a land of green grass and so beautiful.

I had tried that path once with my classmates.

It was a jungle path, covered with thick foliage.

And a pack of dogs chased us.

But that day, the imaginary land was just so beautiful.

I engaged in it quite often.

I believed it was this land which led me to enter the monastery,

at the age of seventeen when I had barely experienced life.

I was drawn by the silence and solitude and,

just wanted to be taken out of this world.

To be in this world, yet not in this world,

was what drew me into those four walls of the monastery.

Life was not easy.

I started with the right intention of seeking God.

After a visit to the monastery, I fell in love with the nuns.

And entered seeking love, the wrong place to find love.

Not finding it, I went inside of myself to find God.

And one day, I found it and experienced God.

And in meditation found myself rapt off to a land,

far far away in space, up in heaven.

It was pure and bright, so happy and blissful.

There was nothing in that land but colors and spaciousness.

It was literally a heaven on earth.

I decided God created it for me to help me endure life at the monastery.

I started experiencing acute longing, yearnings

for that land I do not know where.

In meditation, I often envisioned myself in a land,

where it is all green and there is nothing there.

Nothing there but God.

There is a lonely path cutting through it.

A lonely old wooden hut but nothing else.

That was my dreamland, my place of refuge.

It stayed with me all the time I was at the monastery.

After I left, at meditation, I often still get transported,

to that heaven on earth, that spacious land of light and colors.

When I had channeled readings with the Ra Collective,

They told me that land is the planet I came from.

It made sense.

I remember driving pass a bank on my road,

when such acute homesickness hit me,

I found myself crying, tears streaming down my face.

And I seldom cry.

I am one of those stoics who seldom cry.

I put it to being homesick for the heaven on earth,

I experience during meditation.

I knew it was not for any earthly home or family.

Ra told me Kwan Yin is with me,

ready to help me with homesickness and with wisdom.

I have since astral travel to more places.

There was the time I pledged to channel the Ra Collective for life.

As I made the pledge in meditation, 

I felt myself being lifted up one notch.

And then I was in this place where there is nothing but light.

I saw a circle of beings of light celebrating and rejoicing.

I asked the Ra Collective in a channeled session,

and they affirmed, it was real and it was them.

Another time, I was laying in bed when I asked the Ra Collective,

to bring me to their planet.

Moments later, I found myself transported to a place of light.

I did not see anything but it was just so beautiful.

Beyond words to describe.

Another time I asked my spirit guide, Tipka, to bring me to his planet.

I saw a planet with buildings of glass or crystal.

One morning, some months back, I was in meditation.

And it was 4 am, I found myself transported to a planet of white light.

My spirit team told me, at 4 am I am always able to access 

this planet of white light.

And that my prayers on this planet of white light are very effective.

Since then, I go there daily in meditation, 

praying for my loved ones and everyone in my life.

A few days ago, I was training to channel the Ra Collective,

when I found myself looking at a land greenish and white in color.

As I looked on, the Ra Collective told me it is a healing space,

they created for me on the astral plane.

A couple of years back.

They had created for me, a cave or tunnel.

It is built of crystals, the color of chakras.

As I move past each color, each chakra open out.

I go there to open my chakras and stay there in meditation.

This healing space is something else and different.

They taught me to heal with focus and energy.

To harness energy with my third eye and crown chakra.

And to heal by sending the energy like a beam of light,

to myself or whoever I am directing the healing to.

This latter appeared so far out, it was not until I did a search,

and found a reiki master doing it,

creating healing space on the astral plane.

That I posted the video.

We are spirits, it makes sense once we take flight.

We know how to take flight on the astral plane.

And know how to astral travel to places we know in spirit,

but not as human until we get transported.

Then those astral planes or planets open out to us.

We are beings of limitless power, means and resources.

If only we realize the full magnitude of who and what we really are.

Spiritual beings with "The God in us."