Ra Channeling - place of healing

Yesterday I was engaged in channeling the Ra Collective.

These days I want it to be as pure a trance channeling as I am able to do it.

As a result, I spent time moving into trance state, going in deeper and deeper.

I stayed there, suspended in time and space and then I saw it.

A land green for grass and white above.

As I looked at it, I found myself channeling.

Ra Collective told me they are building this place for me on the astral plane.

That when I want to pray for someone in healing,

I could bring them there and pray for healing.

The way they put it, healing will take place.

The thought did come to me, what if people come expecting healing?

I will tell them, I was channeling Ra and that was what came through.

Recently, I have healed myself, healed my lung and cleared it.

Through the power of God in me.

I like the words of the Ra Collective who shared the Law of One.

That they are A humble servant of the Law of One.

I am a humble servant of God.

I channel what comes through and put them out.

More than that, I might know or not know.

Question of existence

 Life was not that hard for me. 

I had an interesting childhood.

The hardest spell was at the monastery.

And that is a distant memory.

However, around the early 2000's.

I began to be plagued by one question.

Why do I exist?

Why is there an "I" in the world?

It would have been so much better,

were there not an "I" in the world.

I was not suicidal.

But I did not want to exist.

Life was dreary.

I still remember where I was when it hit me strongly.

I was working at the yard of our rental house in Port Aransas,

Same time as that thought struck me, another came to me.

"I" am "I" to myself and I love myself.

Everyone else is "I" to themselves and they love themselves too.

The precept, love your neighbor as yourself made sense to me. 

That day, I did not arrive at an answer to that.

Nor later, not for some years.

From Ra Collective and the Law of One,

I learned the Infinite Creator created us to have experiences.

Why have it at my expense? I raved at God.

I am the one enduring this, not you.

When it came to me, if I come from God.

Part of God, then I am raving at myself.

But knowing I come from other planets.

From a universe so far away, it has yet to be discovered.

That this life I have on earth is actually a short one.

It will be over soon and I will be back from where I came from.

All that helped me accept this existence.

However, anything in existence still intrigues me.

Watching videos about Leo Tolstoy,

who had questioned his existence is fascinating to me.

Why do we feel that way?

Ra Collective, could you tell me?

It is because you were not in your true essence.

With the veil of forgetfulness.

You do not remember where you come from,

Or why you are here.

You live for what is real to your physical self.

Which you now know is an illusion,

Nothing is real, much like a movie.

Alright, you do not know it empirically 

You know as a belief system pushed to you.

However, they do hold sway,

they make sense to you.

Because you are spirit, with a spiritual self.

When that is not satisfied.

You experience a hunger, a lack,

the same way you would were your physical body be hungry.

This feeling of something missing in your life,

was what caused you some sort of depression.

You always have God which helps.

There are mysteries not given to humankind to understand.

That is why it serves to live in faith.

Knowing one day, when you cross over,

everything will become clear to you.

Power of praying to the God in me

 I could feel my inner eyes lowering.

My mind lowering, going increasingly silent,

as the enormity of what just took place struck me.

If I had received the news, said wow and moved from it.

It, having no impact on me.

It means it is just that, good news.

And not really related to me.

But when my inner self drew my attention to it.

When I found my mind dwelling on it.

And my inner self bowing in acquiescence,

like a supplicant before its mighty Lord,

Then I pay attention and wonder what it is.

It reminds me of the time when my subconscious knew something,

even before I was aware of it.

And drew my attention to it through thoughts.

And slowly, the entire event went through.

And I realized my subconscious self was aware,

even before my conscious self was,

and alerted my conscious self to it with thoughts.

Feeding it thoughts.

So what is this matter?

A relative of mine had cancer.

And went back to Malaysia to visit her family.

She had no idea that a bill she had omitted to pay.

Had accumulated to where she is now black listed.

She is due to go back on her Christmas day.

And feared she might be detained.

It would take months for the matter to be resolved.

I called in my spirit team and pulled the tarot cards.

Three of swords card amongst others.

Three of swords tarot card for me is bad.

Every time I pulled that card, it was bad.

I pulled it twice for two major surgeries.

Both were botched at the first attempt.

And had to go for a second one.

I was dismayed, she would be retained.

I decided to pray, using my new found power,

The God in me.

When I was praying for my lung with infection,

an inner voice asked me, 

"Do you believe in the God in you.?"

I knew it meant not just God but the God in me,

The God I recently discovered I am a part of.

That He created me from His essence.

And I am possessed of His Essence.

I answered yes and all tests came back negative.

It was like a clean sweep of my lungs.

Apart from a clean nodule, I have nothing else.

I prayed to the God in me for this relative.

I prayed using the method taught to me.

Of praying not with many words 

but with focus and intention.

My family prayed also.

Power of prayers of a group.

After a few days, I drew the tarot cards again.

They were all positive, she will be able to get through.

Today, I learned she made it through the immigration.

And has flown back to Australia.

Where further cancer treatment awaits her.

It was akin to a miracle, bringing us much joy and relief.

Now my prayer for the God in me,

is for her cancer, that she be free of cancer.

If it be thy will, she will be healed.

If it is not in her contract, to learn a specific lesson.

Then she can be healed and be cancer free.

Respectfully,  I will continue to pray,

but without expectations.

Leaving it all to God, to the Infinite Creator.

Channeling Source

There I was, getting ready to channel. More and more, I want to more than semi trance channel. I could feel the energy building up. It was a newer energy, it is very strong on upper part of my head. I wondered if it is Jesus or Yogananda. Finally, I said a prayer of protection and asked it to come through. Later, I watched it back. 

https://youtu.be/RnzvOXWMFJM?si=WQ-5q6uBQbrg7b3v

Much to my thrill, I was channeling Source. It spoke with authority. That was how I was able to tell when a channeler I went to for channeled session, channeled the Ra for me. Channeled, she spoke with a tone of decisiveness and authority, absent when she is talking from her normal self.

Later, as I dwelled on it and wondered about it, I realized it was likely my higher self, channeling the God in me. How did I come about the "God in me ?" I was praying for my lung to clear one day when I heard an inner voice asking me, "Do you believe in the God in you?" I responded yes. I knew what it meant. Having done Ramana Maharshi's self inquiry several times, one day, as I was doing it, I saw my real self energy. As it emerged, my ego self slowly faded away. I knew then I was experiencing my real self or what I called my SpiritSelf.

Help me, SpiritSelf to go into you. My SpiritSelf is my Godself.

When you entered the world, you started out with a clean slate, albeit with experiences from other lives, on planet earth or other planets. But with the veil of forgetfulness you do not remember any of it. Hence, for children with thin veil, they often remember part of their past lives till they grew older and memories fade.

Then come the process of growing up, family life, religion, culture all strived to form and shape you a certain way. Most of you grow up without much adherence to me unless or until something happens to trigger a need for me. Then you seek me.

To truly attain to me, you have to walk the path of mystics and sages, the path of St. John of the Cross. All the influences have dulled your spirit sense to where you do not really perceive me or are able to perceve. Put some effort and you will perceived me. Like this channeler, after four years of meditation, my energy was able to emerge. My consciousness took her over and she experienced me.

You are all able to do it. Call out to me, all the while, clearing the dross in your soul and when it is sufficiently clear enough, you will experience me. For I am not outside of you, I am not in heaven, sitting on a throne,. I am in you, in everything around you.

Do you not know, I am this immense consciousness. See it like a magician globe and you are all contained within this immense energy, consciousness. They are the same, just different terms to be used in conjunction with each other. As a result, I am in you, outside of you, everywhere.

God, if you are so immense, how can you be a personal God? Do you not say, with God all things is possible. I did not create you outside of myself. Creation came into being from my Being. Hence you have that Beingness from me. Hence you are me, a part of me. On this other side, I would be God as they experience it. But on planet earth, with humankind, I am this god within all of you. As a result, I am this God your human mind are able to comprehend when you bypass all that humanness and operate from your spirit. Which is why those who strive to experience me goes into meditation, into trance state and the like. But experiencing me or not, I am still within you, as your real self, your SpiritSelf.

Look at it this way. Your higher self is you. Your higher self is on a level where it knows God. Hence your higher self knows God, is part of God. As a result you are part of God. But operating from human self, that is lost in you. It is when you awaken that you become aware of this God in you.

The Divine

 I wonder how it is for others.

For myself, since young I knew how to adjust my attitude.

Akin to setting the dial.

Catch myself being unhappy and I turn the dial to happy.

And I am happy.

It tells me attitude can be adjusted.

Thich Nhat Hanh taught us how to do it with a half smile.

Start your day with a half smile.

Instantly, that smile, real or faked,

relax you automatically.

Just a stretch of the lips,

and your insides relaxes.

I find myself doing the same,

with bringing up my real Self.

This eternal self that we are.

In the morning, I would wake up,

unconsciously a bit tense or unhappy.

I would adjust my interior.

Bring the Real Self out and feel that peace and joy.

That feeling of peace,

is the indication to me that my real Self has emerged.

I feel called to share about the Real Self.

At the same time it can be so controversial.

What did Jesus tell me about sharing truths?

That you could be persecuted,

in like manner were my disciples persecuted,

even suffering martyrdom.

Why would I hesitate share this simple truth?

Because it goes against the religion.

Go against what we are brought up to believe,

especially if we are from the one Holy Roman Catholic Church.

From small, I believed God created Adam and Eve.

They multiply and that was how I came into being.

My spirit team, help me with this.....

What if I tell you, that is not how you are all created.

You are not created outside of God.

As though God waved a magic wand and you came into being.

That would mean God creating you outside of Himself.

No, God created you from expansion.

He was this unit, alone, he always was.

He had no beginning.

He always is and he always will be.

He was this immensity and alone.

He wanted to experience himself.

How would he do that?

By expanding Himself.

Look at nature.

Do you see how plants grow?

Through the fabric of sacred geometry.

Like fractals, it keeps growing and expanding.

That gives you an idea, blueprint of creation.

In like manner, God, the Infinite Creator expands himself, Itself.

In that expansion, you and we, the universes came into being.

What does that tell you about yourself?

Where you come from?

You come from God Himself, from the Divine Infinity.

Since you come from God himself,

you are part, and parcel of that Infinity.

Rightly, there are those who proclaim, you are gods.

It sounded blasphemous.

But there is in you, that Divine Spark.

Not only in you, but in everything around you.

You are one, part of that immensity called the Source.

God, the Infinite Creator, the Supreme Being.

The One who was, who is, who always will be.

You are Divine, you come from the Infinite Creator.

Hence you are Divine.

God/Consciousness

Yesterday, I was in the middle of channeling when I found myself experiencing God. It was simply that. One moment I was training to channel, another moment I was transported. I was just in that consciousness, in space. There is nothing there but space I know to be God. All the while an energy took over me. It was very nice. I thought, why am I trying to channel and not lost myself in this experience. Then my mind told me I am there to channel and to channel. And Source told me to relax, I will experience them again this way and more.

So Source, I do have a question, in one channeling, why did you talk as "I" then at the end switch to "we"?

You humankind, you are so lost in names and the like. What does it matter? What does "I" say? That it is me, the one impossibly big God. What does "we" say? That we are the Universe, everything, everyone in that Oneness. Could I not speak as your eternal God and then as the Universe? You notice how it blends in, one into the other.

But God, if you are so immense and as Ra Collective says, not personal then how am I able to channel you? Is it not presumptuous of me to believe I am channeling you? 

How do you talk to me? In human terms, with human words. So how do you channel me? With human words. What is so hard to believe about channeling us, Source. Or me, God? Words is your medium. Though you are able to channel with inner seeing.

What is channeling?

Channeling is nothing other than communing with the other side. You can use communing. That would describe what you are doing more. It is a term less alien than channeling. You use channeling and those not familiar with channeling would conjure up images of you channeling strange beings when it is nothing other than communing with the beyond.

Channeling the Source in me

 Last Monday, 16th December, 2024, I had just channeled Ra,

When I felt a very strong energy coming over me.

I recognized the energy, it had been with me for some days.

And it is a relatively new energy but very strong.

I asked it to come in.

And found myself channeling the Source/God.

Tell me, higher self, who am I channeling?

The energy is so strong, covering entire upper head.

This energy is Source/God.

To channel IT, you have to be very free in mind and heart.

We have been getting you ready for it.

Testing you through trials and travails.

You came through, responding well to our testing.

As we told you, arrest the thoughts.

Do not speculate, have no expectations.

And move with the flow.

Right now, expectations is building in your mind again.

You have been there before.

They all came to naught.

Just trust and surrender, no expectations.

And no speculations.

From this recent development.

You know spirit with you.

Trust and move with the spirit.

Again, do not speculate.

Do not apply your mind to it.

Trust and Surrender, the two ingredients for success.

Sing to God - Paramahansa Yogananda

 Yesterday at the retina associate's office,

I experienced a very strong energy.

A relatively new energy.

I wondered what or who it was.

Last night, removing the gauze of my eye.

I found the injection to my left eye,

the one with stroke of the eye,

let a rather large floater.

I freaked out a bit but told myself to trust.

I then pray to Yogananda.

Indirectly asking him for a sign.

That he has agreed to be my guru.

I went to bed, fully trusting.

I woke up and the floater was gone.

I told him, I asked you three times for affirmation.

Each time you gave it.

I heard him say to my soul,

"This is not the last time I will help you,

I will continue to help you."

That, after I had told him I will not ask for more proof.

Yogananda, I am able to feel the same energy today.

Which can only be yours.

What message do you have for us today?

I will always help anyone full of God.

Who wants to dedicate their lives totally to God.

I came down to planet earth for that.

I have been doing that,

then and now continuing to bring God to souls.

There was only that passion in my soul.

As I sang of God to everyone, everything in the entire world.

Do you think the birds of the air,

the flowers in the field, the animals,

dogs, cats, deers, lions, tigers do not hear you?

Sing, they do hear you.

When you sing, the earth opens out.

Your soul opens out,

Everything in you opens out.

So sing the universal song, omn.

Sing it, omnnnn and you will feel the world,

vibrating and resonating with it.

That is why I did it often, singing to God.

Sing of God, sing of Creation, sing to everyone.

You will be singing it also.

I will teach it to you.

One day, you will just know how to sing it.

With your heart, your being, your soul.

Gratitude

 I woke up yesterday morning at 4 am.

As I lay there, I felt gratitude.

No, it was closer to seeing it.

How does one see gratitude? I did.

It was like a clear yellowish orange color.

A soft, gentle and warm hue.

I marveled at it.

It was like people telling us about love.

It is just a word, a term till we experience it.

Or being told about God.

Again, it is a word, a term, till we experience it.

Likewise, gratitude.

I lay there and just want to capture it.

That sight, the feel of it.

So soft and gentle, gratitude.

Song of my soul to God

 They tell me I go too deep or is it too high?

Should I move to shallower waters?

No, I will move deeper seeking my ground

or soar higher seeking my kind.

When you see a bird soaring,

do you marvel at its flight or tell it to come down to earth?

I will soar above even if I look out of touch with reality.

I will soar, high as the heavens,

deep as the Source who gives me being,

who resides in me, deep, real and pulsating,

beating, a Force within me.

I am steep, so deep within him, my creator whom I called God.

He fills me with unction, so deep and haunting.

He makes me cry with longing and yearning,

for my God, the Creator of my being.

Oh that you cradle me within your Being,

fill me with your Being, instead of leaving me,

hungry, thirsting for you yet unable to gain fruition.

What is this?

Is this restless yearnings

that of saints, sages for the Divine?

Let me rest in your bosom, asleep within your essence.

Let me in, oh Divine Love.

That I be satiated instead of this languishing for Love,

for fruition, for complete Union with you.

Oh Being, who fills my entire heart and soul.

What is this, that has overtaken me,

that makes me break out in songs of longing and Love.

My Love for God is ordinarily grounded, basic.

Not borne of passion.

Where does this passion come from?

Ignited like a flame from within me.

I am spirit.

More and more I am spirit,

the burden of this earthly existence

oft' times is harder and harder to bear.

My head is almost always rapt off.

My heart not here but somewhere else and

I just want to slide into eternal sleep.

Yet live on I must.

Toil I must.

My time has yet to come.

.....

My mission is two fold.

To attain to full Union with God, enlightenment

and to channel, spread the messages of Ra Collective,

working towards ascension to 4th density.

SpirtSelf

 When spirit asked me, do you believe in the God in you.

I knew what it meant and answered yes.

I also knew that was requisite for my healing.

I was right.

I knew what the term "God in me" implies.

It was one the most poignant moments in my life.

When I experienced my real self,

using the self inquiry of Ramana Maharshi.

As I employed his self enquiry, asking repeatedly,

who am I, who am I, who am I.

I saw my ego self dispersing as my real self,

coming up from my depths increasingly taking over.

Till it took precedence over the ego self.

And the ego self faded away.

After that, I am able to readily conjure up my real self.

It is akin to conjuring in my real self.

My real self which is the Divine Self.

Which is the spiritself, the Godself.

I will use SpiritSelf.

Coming from Catholic background,

The term spirit self is more comfortable than god self.

Which can be misunderstood and cause a reaction.

This SpiritSelf is quiet, a peaceful self.

It is spirit, it is all permeating.

It emerges like perfume, slowly, increasingly permeating.

Till it takes like, like perfume emanating that peace and love.

It is gentle, it does not know jealousy, hate or anger.

It just is.

When you operate from this SpiritSelf.

You find it easier to detach.

In its more intense form,

it actually detaches you, remove you, set you on a level higher,

to where you do not really engage in material matters.

For example, you could find yourself like on a magic carpet.

Looking from aloft on your human life.

Things that make you suffer in ordinary life,

you find yourself unable to suffer.

Perch on that higher realm,

There is a sort of disconnectedness.

Spirit self from the ego self.

When less is better

 My spirit team, help me sort out my thoughts.

Ever since I started my youtube channel for the Ra Collective,

I feel pushed to do things to help make it grow.

The push came in the form of channeling Ra's messages,

growing my channel to where it will reach all across the globe.

Thereby getting their messages out to the entire world.

I hopped on a couple of big channels and was elated.

It was a fast way of growing my channel.

When my wings get clipped in that area.

Due to some human machinations.

I stopped and took stock of things.

Meanwhile, I found myself thrust into Indian mystics,

after reading the Autobiography of a yogi.

That proved to be the most intoxicating part of my spiritual path.

I could feel myself being thrust forward, propelled forward,

fast tracked on my spiritual path.

I learned about God Self and learned how to call in my real self.

And operate from my real self.

That alone is wealthy and all I need on this spiritual path.

My youtube channel began to hang like a heavy chain around my neck.

I found myself often wondering if I should not push myself more.

To do this or that, to grow my channel.

However, only two things are clear to me at the present moment.

My path to God and channeling.

In a recent channeling, Ra had told me, it is not two paths.

It is one and the same path.

As I get closer to God, and go in deeper into spirituality,

In turn I will be better able to channel.

the two go hand in hand.

It does, that is how I develop psychic abilities.

From going deeper into contemplative prayer.

Saints who experience mystical prayer are endowed with those gifts.

St. John of the Cross term clairaudience, locutions.

Less is more.

Wu Wei, achieving with non action.

The path of nothingness of St John of the Cross.

What do you have to say to that?

In the hurry and bustle of human existence,

things often become murky.

How do you sort out the real from the unreal?

There is the push, influence of those around you, of society, of culture.

Throughout your entire life, there is always that push, that pressure,

to do this or that, to achieve this or that.

You were never freed from it.

These push, pressure comes from family, peers, schools, sociity culture, religion.

Now you are able to sort out the dross from the real.

Go into the desert of nothingness.

What is real will show out clearly.

What is not real will fade away.

You know from your years as a nun

that even amongst these contemplative nuns,

few there were who were able to really be alone.

Something about being completely alone, in solitary solitude,

is too much for them.

Out of the eighteen, there were only a few who could endure,

complete silence and solitude.

It takes a special grace to be able to stand it.

It usually takes experiencing God, feeling the calls of the wild.

You have that ability to seek complete silence and solitude.

Seek it.

As St. John of the Cross puts it.

God lures the soul into the wilderness, there to speak to it.

Withdraw into that wilderness of silence and solitude.

And you will hear God's voice.

It will teach you what you need to know.

Lead you to where you need to be